Hurmmm...
Sunday, March 14
Um, not sleeping and sleeping too much is bad...
Right?
Right...
:/
Anyways. Just a update or something...
I'm so bored.
So I'll just take this time to write down all my thoughts.
...
Sometimes...
I just feel so emotional. D%
All I'm thinking lately is..
That and well, a few other things...
Things like what?
Things like BestBuds, school, mummy...
Umm.
About That...
I'll reveal that thing later...
If I want.
BestBuds...
Umm.
All I can think is that Issa is actually can be pretty anti-social & cold. no offense!!!!
And umm, Eyna.
She's getting really busy and popular for all I know. :I
It's great!
It's just... I don't know...
I think I'm just being stuck feeling lonely ( even when I'm not SUPPOSE to.. ) when she's with someone else besides Issa.
...I think it's just me.
...
Ho wells.
For my school...
I FEEL SO DAMN USELESSSS D;
OH GOD I SO WANNA EXPRESS THAT BUT I JUST CAN'T.
DAMMITTTT
D:
*Sigh..
Recently with the report book out and all I...
Don't know. I just feel so useless...
I think I'm becoming more pessimistic... NOOOO---
Might be because of how I feel now but... yeah.
I just... Feel so useless.
And plus, I really really wanted to do my homework now but...
I'm SO GODDAMN DISTRACTED!!!
ISSA , EYNA , HELP MEEEE-- ;_;
I need you guys to help me concentrate... D:
And then...
My mummeh. ♥♥♥
I love her... Just that because of me ( well, in a indirect way and plus other factors ) that my daddeh doesn't treat her like a partner enough.
Umm.
Maybe I didn't describe the sentence right... ho wells.
The problem now is that dad doesn't want to give mummy allowance and mummy has a hard time trying to cope with each day and all..
...
I don't know who to believe actually.
To mummy, dad kept saying he doesn't have the money to give her but then...
Well, you know...
Then to dad he said... uhh wait.
I didn't actually ask him cause I'm afraid. Dammit.
*Sigh..
I'm afraid mummy will really divorce dad...
Sums it up: ---
)':
*sigh.
And... That.
Now, because of that, I feel so sick. ugh.
I want to cry.
So bad.
I hate it.
So much.
I wish it'll go away soon.
...
Labels: depressed, emo, exam, hurt, sick
-- eclecticSeeker [eS] signing off and being awesome offline at 19:20 --