Today's such a emotional day.
It is.
Everybody at the end of the school was crying. Well, almost everybody.
Guys like SL didn't managed to cry but he said that guys must keep his tears to himself and cry inside their hearts instead.
Don't know if it's true for him or not, but I think it is.

Almost all the girls had cried. Even me, and even Issa.
We're very very emotional!
I don't mind though, but the way it has started makes me smile.
HZ started to cry first, and he's just a few steps away from us when we were all lining up to shake hands with the teachers, to exchange greetings and stuff.
He's very emotional, and then I just felt connected.
And then I cried, and Issa cried.
All the way until the middle when I tried to stop and succeeded.
Just focusing on moving on until I get back to my seat and proceed to tear up a little more.
All along the way...
I met some of the greatest and the most admirable teachers in my school today..
People like Miss Siti, my GP..
She cried too!
Awww and that made us cry even more. Eheheh (:
Then there's a lots more teachers who felt close to me sometime in the past, like Mr Soh, Miss Fong and all

Mr Soh gave me a pat at my head and back eheheheh

Shh, let's move on!
In the end, I hugged more than I can possibly can count mainly because I can't remember HOW MANY but each hug I gave I felt more and more comforted.
That Fuchun Secondary School's my second home, home away from family, as well as class 4N1'11, being the closest class family I've ever experienced.

I'm sure I'll miss everyone who's close to me in school. Those who had left me impressions that would never go away.

I promised though, I'll get Literature at least an A2! For Mdm Marjubee.
Promises promises

I'll have to study hard, and learn more stuff in my life.
Never stop learning, ever.

All I'm going to say though, for this graduation ceremony..
I felt that I had left a part of myself in that school, in everyone who is a friend to me in that school.
That's why I felt part empty, especially when I was leaving school.
I didn't want to go, but I had nothing else left in school.
Maybe for that extra Maths guidance but...
I don't think I'm up for it at that point of time.
Too many thoughts going through me.
And now, since I'm home, I'm gonna bath, nap, watch Supernatural, and spend the rest of my day revising Sciences.

I'll never forget this day, and the hugs I've given and received in return, the words being said, especially by KH LOL and the time being spend here, in Fuchun Secondary School.
I hope I do get into a nice Poly, that at least I can do well in, and that everybody gets a good life but...
Life's that unpredictable isn't it?
Anyways, hope I get into 5n next year and Issa gets to have nicer memories!

In the end, I've noticed...
SB looked extremely sad when he cried. So don't cry anymore, alright? Not more than you can withstand. You deserve to be happy! Smile!
And KH, I wonder how he truly felt when he said those words, seriously. I was laughing yes, but I wonder...
SM, on the other hand... Well. :S

Alright then, this is hopefully the last time I would ever posted that I cried out of mix emotions in real life and all, and now, TIME FOR A BATH!

P.s Mom's home! Gosh.
And, YES to JH. I'LL COME BACK NEXT YEAR!! I WOULD LIKE TO SEE YOU COME BACK AS WELL AHHH
;u;

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