This is apparently the whole flu-cold season with what I'm falling in and out of being sick.
Seriously, it's ridiculous!
First I got even worse and I kept sniffing and sneezing even during the cooking practical,
I went home exhausted and felt like 'BOOM, lights out time to drop dead'.
Next day, it got stable since I went and ate meds for it but then I got headaches and what nots the fever have.
I felt steadily better then even though I didn't cough or anything.
Just feel slightly sluggish.
Then, alright, I'm okie for this period of space time...
THEN,
BAM!
I'm back to being sick!
It's not even the first week of the holidays slash school intensive that I fell back sick again after just a few days!
It suddenly sunk its icky claws down on me on the following next week...
So.. Hmm.
Maybe it's more of a sucker punch even.
A slo-mo sucker punch bleh.

Anyhow, I started coughing and in the end I got fever again and augh.
In the end I didn't even turn up for the ss intensive and I really felt bad about it!
Umm...
Talking about it I kinda didn't meet up with Issa for these few days.
Even though I said I really do want to.
...
At the core of it, I just hoped she really got over it and not too upset with it.
I am though, even though it's me I'm talking about.
Especially me.

Anyway!!!
Pushing not-issues aside, today is Peanut's birthday!
Happy birthday Peanut!
I hope you like that retro blue shirt eheh.
Didn't know what else to give, really.

For Dad, he got real better after finally stopped going back to the durian cycle hahah.
It's all the durain's fault they see but I sense something else hit him instead but since I'm no doctor,
I have no idea what else it is then.
It's awful to stay in the hospitals.
Even though I do appreciate the food there.
It's weird, but really, I like the standard food there, usually.

This whole month is weird, truthfully.
I don't feel much like myself any more at this point but I'm trying to hold onto it.
Maybe I do need to see somebody and talk but on the other hand I just feel it's just..
Insignificant. Meh.
Maybe it's just me and just don't think too much of it you know?
I just don't want to change too much.

Woah, it is that upsetting or what?
I'm switching subjects now!

Now I've just re-downloaded MSN and well tuns out it's been there for sometime and I just didn't see.
Ended up with a whole bunch of I don't know who you are contacts and it's mainly because I connected to Facebook. Hah.
It's really... long list of contacts.
Longest ever I've seen. :P

Yesterday, I found back my old box of Journey to the West cds!
It was...
Frankly, it was just amazing I literally squealed like a piggy I am and went to mum telling her that we do actually have it.
It's my childhood treasure.
It was only recently I found it back in my dad's room in the cabinet inside...
Oh.
Um.
Okie maybe I shouldn't have lifted that up but

Alright, back to what I was saying, I really, really loved it!
When I was watching other Journey to the West series, in the back of my mind there was always this..
Scene in my head, an animation moving similar to the cds I've found.
You can say these cds were the first to start me liking them in the first place.
Especially Sun Wu Kong, the first disciple and what they call the Great Heavenly Sage. Haha!
I just got attached to him, I suppose.
In each and every parallel alternate series featuring him or even just him as a side character, I have always liked him.
Could be because of this personality, the whole 'I'm strong and powerful so I have nothing to fear of' but also that even though of that thinking he's also kind to others, especially to those weaker than him.
The fact that I watched the first few episodes again just makes the attachment stronger...
I just. Really really liked this character.
Side note, my sis calls herself Zhu Ba Jie.
Hahahaha!
Sometimes, maybe just a little, I thought to myself, that I'm acting like Sun Wu Kong and being more mischievous than usual at home or in my head.
It just lightens up my life a whole lot more.
Thinking the world is just as how Sun Wu Kong might have felt for.

Eh, that was a little deep.
Back to reality, I'm having a scan here since my comp is being an ass and hanging up whatits.
Too bad I'm not Roxy so I don't what is going on actually.
Wait. Roxy's an alchohalic...
Never mind, what I should have said is,
Too bad I'm not Sollux.
Hmm.
Slightly glad I'm not him since if I was really him my not-issues would have been deathly real then and I don't want that to happen.
Both are hax0rs and good at programming and hacking crap.

For Homestuck, now Issa is reading it, too.
Currently, I just have no idea what to do with that many Striders any more.
There's the Brobot, then the Auto-Responder.
Then there's a manifestation as a figment of imagination through Jake's subconscious,
And finally, the one and only, true and one hundred percento, Dirk Strider.
Just thinking if there is any more I'm missing out and I just can't.
At least... Dirk isn't what people would have expected.
He's more into his feelings than his appearance would have expressed.
And I like to think that is a good thing, for now.
Hopefully, it doesn't turn out to be a very, very, very bad thing later on.
After all, what to do when one's heart is broken?

Hmm. Time to end soon since I still want to read some more of other stuff.
OH YES!
Recently watched the Avengers Assemble movie!
It was just simply too awesome to even just describe it..
I want to watch it again though.
This time, full HD!
Go Sciencebros!
...

Another side note; this time's meds there has to be something weird about it.
It's making me unusually weirder.
What I do know is that the first night if eating it, it made me woobly and cottonish like a doll which somebody else is pulling on my strings move.
Also, that somebody, gotta have to be an elderly because I'm moving all seriously slowly and everything feels so NEW and and.... buh. All I know is that it felt odd. And muted.
Yes. Muted. Hmm.
Oh well.
Since I got it out of my chest I feel a little better now.
Or maybe not.
Good bye blog, may the odds be ever in your favor. (hah.)

Labels: actually no I didn't, maybe I just hated this month, sobbing to myself last night, this june month sucked, woah I sure have a lot to say after not blogger for some time