In the previous post, I said I was looking forward to getting Pokemon Y, 

Labels: I don't know what else to do, I'm moody as you can probably tell, It's been a while, mom and dad are separating, supernatural feels still hurt me guh

I say it's a pretty cool game haha!

Labels: animal crossing is good, Games everywhere, I don't think I have a boring life, I think I'm very blessed, musicals can be awesome, yeh I better stop before I cry

I'm back again! Hello hello~

Labels: *ugly laughter*, damn good salad, fandoms are gr8, found it in Maxwell food court, I have a Deerling called Graham, I miss that salad, Pokemon is awesome, Sleepy wow

Hey guys! I'm back for another strange post.
This will be a shorter than most I guess?
I just want to make an update since it's all 2013 and we all aren't dead instantly.
Yet? Maybe?
Not sure about that but the theory that the Mayans just didn't really achieve a full thought out plan perhaps was the main reason that we all aren't dead yet.
The yet this time means we die naturally.

Okie now stopping about death, I'm back to Supernatual!
Which actually isn't that far from the death topic but I'll not venture through any of that crap for now.
I really missed Dean!! Like..
WOAH, long time no see your face and personality is still great.
It's good from what I heard that Dean has learnt to move on about some issues and that has made him look precious in my mind but..
He is!! Okie?

More on reality, I recently jumped back into playing FFXIII and Patapon more specifically..
I got part 2 already which is great but I still can't play it yet without finishing FFXIII AND I CAN'T FIND A CHOCOBO TO RIDE ON YET?
Buh, ALSO
Playing as Yumiyacha as the starter class is HARD!!
I didn't know I'll have so much difficulties with Hatapon dying! Gosh..
That's Patapon 3 for you I guess.
And the fact they removed the Toripon class makes me a little disappointed since.. I'm all for that class!
Anyway, I guess I'm just a sitting duck for any unfortunate or fortunate situations now.

Bye, until next time!
And yeah, HAPPY NEW YEAR HOHO

Labels: I miss my buds, KACHING, My name is now KAZ, still part time jobless, Supernatural and Patapon is still cool, what to do

I'm back! And this time I think I'll think through carefullynot of what I'm about to write..
I see the strikethrough option is there and that is nice.
Nice for being contradicting subtly or not.
There it goes again! Have I mention I like strikethroughs??

Okie, that is out of the way, I just feel a little random and I dislike introductions anyway..
I just watched finished an entire series of Trigun and the Badlands movie!
GUAWH I just can't express myself enough of how I like/LOVE Vash so much!!
He's just.. The kind of person that I will put effort to be as an adult and that I think I'll fall in love with him if it isn't for the fact he's fictional..
Besides that, HE REMINDS ME A LOT OF GON AND I LOVE/LIKE GON AS WELL HAHAHAH
They both totally look like each other when they were young!!
Vash is just.. the blonde version of Gon.
And that Gon is maybe just not as silly as Vash. Gon is the serious-child type. Yup.
Moving on! The entire series is actually pretty good to watch!
The fact I teared up when Mr. Wolfwood died is a good point for watching this series.
Anything that I have managed to get teary over is good in my eyes.
The more teary I got, the better the series/movie/whatever it is.

Just another indicator for Homestuck btw I cried buckets ALSO One Piece. Yeah.

Wow there is a lot more of strikeouts than usual isn't it? Hahah.
Currently in my condition, I haven't slept since this afternoon at 3pm+..
But that's because of what I am doing now, as part of the cycle so I think I will try my best not to fall asleep until AT LEAST 9pm tonight!
ANYBODY WHO KNOWS ME THROUGH FACEBOOK OR TWITTER PLEASE TALK TO ME THEN?
Heheh..
Okie. I'll get serious now.

Starting from the time I went to Melaca..
The whole trip is what I'll treasure in my heart and I hope and I truly hope I can remember it until I die.
The fact we are all together for once is what I'll treasure it.
(Dad's not there.. Physically. He will always be in my heart.)
So, yes. Despite I think I've gotten a week long stomachache with its gross symptoms..
I feel it's worth it.
All the humid whether, all the language barriers and even that little event liKE GOING TO BE A GANG FIGHT AND WE RAN HAHA.
I kept close to sis once I heard the little but LOUD explosions like a little tick to a stray dog okie, I'm actually terrified but I kept my calm and veered away from the scene as fast as I can with sis.
We totally absconded from the scene yeah.
...
Mum and kor, as usual, is a little air-headed to their surroundings and sis actually has to call out to them to follow closely and be quick about it.
I laughed about it later when Mummy actually said,
'I know I know, there's going to be a fight,'
And sis retorted,
'Well yeah, you guys are still acting like ducklings and were so SLOW!!!'
The whole experience was frankly sobering since I really didn't know what was going on until the explosions began..
I'm really blind to these kind of stuff.. *sigh*
Sis explained she saw them acting strange from the start and that she actually saw one guy being pushed away from a group of other men after invading their.. territory.
Anyway, we all went back to the hotel safe and sound hehe.
Took a few night photos that ended up looking I had put some hipster-like effects on with what the yellow lighting and blurriness of the background.
I still have it though! But just not here right now in the computer.

Did I mentioned the cakes we went to Melaca to just try is nice?
They are LAYERED THINLY! Imagine that!
A LOT of HARD WORK is put to gently place each thin layer upon each other after a spreading of another thin layer of cream..!!
Plus, they have to flavour them cakes as well..
Monotone ones are still my favorite though!
But I would recommend trying the strawberry and tiramisu ones as well!
...sad thing is that though we did brought many pieces of cakes that I like as well as of my Mummy's choosing...
She ended up giving away the ones that I LIKE to her friends and relatives.
It is a moment, as of the many times before, that I feel just like killing myself or screaming into a pillow without either my Dad or Mummy unquestioning me.
*LONG-suffering sigh*

Even though I clearly wrote 'mummy' on the boxes that was suppose to be given out and told her to pick up the ones with her name.. 
I just. I. Speechless here.

Sometimes, I just don't understand why. But I love her anyway.
LOVE LOVE LOVE! LOOOOOOOVE! Less than three her.
She is mummy afterall, and not just the fact she gave birth to me alright..
This is a non-disclosed agreement with her that she can do whatever she wants without me EXACTLY being pissed off at her...
Because I can be stupid and idiotic and clumsy and dumb and blind and generally be like her in some occasions and THAT I KNOW I AM WEIRD AND I DO THINGS SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND AND SHE PUTS UP WITH THAT so I should be grateful really.
Reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally.

So this is just fair and more, this is mutual love and respect here. Uh.
This is how I think anyway and I think I just summarized how my relationship with my Mummy is.

Oh, it's been nearly an hour updating this and I still have so many things to say!
I'll continue anyway, because I'm feeling pretty open and relax now.
So where was I?
Okie, I'll go to what has happened recently.. Hmm..
There are plans for us, we three a unicorn, a pheonix and a kelpie just me and my bestfriends to go to Wild Wild Wet..
There is a hitch in our plans though but I think we'll be going soon enough.
There's an annoying problemhinthint going around in one of my bestfriends' life though. (pheonix's)
I just hope he goes away and don't bother them in the future..
Makes you wonder if this is a world like Trigun, maybe I can get away with killing people a lot more easier..
But then, there will always be consequences that makes me think he doesn't even worth the kill. Ugrh.

Maybe these kind of thinking might get me into trouble someday.. But not now. Hehe.
I know I know, I should stop and get on with the normal stuff.
But since when people really know how normal I am on the inside?
Wait, not that, nobody in the world is really normal on the inside. That is how society is. Hmm.
WOAOAH WAY OUTTA OF WHAT I WOULD WRITE, BACKPEDAL BACKPEDAL DEET DEET--


Whooooo... Life is tough, thinking about these..
But then, it'll only strengthen in my ways of looking up to people like Robert Downey Jr. and Vash.
Can't stop thinking of Vash for now hahah I apologize..

Hmm... I talked with Dad and got to know more of him..
He really isn't.. what he always look like. For me, I mean.
I've always thought him to be friendly and open but really, it's just my perspective.
He's actually a pretty.. loner type of guy.
Suddenly, like, right now.. I understand.
And now I feel like crying. Oh gog.
I should stop, but I'll say I would still like to learn more things from him! (:
Love you too Daddy..
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVELOVEDESU~~ <3 p="p">
Anyway, since I have done this to both of my dearest parents, I'll dedicate to the people I love as well.
HEYO IF YOU GUYS ARE READING THIS, I'M LETTING YOU KNOW I'LL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU ALRIGHT? Remember that!
I'm loving you guys with all my heart and more!! SO TREASURE THAT BEFORE I GET A BOYFRIEND OR SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME BACK ENOUGH TO MARRY ME AND THAT IT'S MUTUAL HAHAHAH.
I like using capslock but only with shift.
Not even needing to shout out to mah sis and kor here because for them this has a more professional stance.. Or maybe this is just me being not as close to them but I love them too anyway. Go sis and kor!!
Go switch with each other's traits!!

Now, time for a HOMESTUCK UPDATE WHEEEOUH!
Currently... uhhhh, canon-wise, spoilers to whoever reading this post now before the ALPHA KIDS MIND YOU READERS, okie, Caliborn is having mighty trouble with the large and complicated computer in his Planet now..
Especially that wireless mouse heheheh. Super frustrated, and I kinda laughed at him a little..
NON-canon-wise.. I've seen it with Goggles and I saw Caliborn as a engineer. HAHAHAH--it was well drawn over though!
And then some guy changes Caliborn into a DJ instead..
I left and check again another time on the same day that some OTHER GUY added Dirk as well.
HAHAHA!
I'm laughing a lot in this post excuse me since I can't contain my amusement and that I want to show that.

Short update is short.
And I meant the Homestuck one that I just made, not this entire post silly!
I still want to type some more! (:
Ah!
I just want to add this because I find it HILARIOUS, it's from my Facebook.

Me: WOAH WHAT... YOU DELETED THAT STATUS UPDATE WITH THE PHRASE 'INNOCENT OTAKU CREEPDOLL' ISN'T ? ? ?
Eyna: :D
Me: I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!!! NO WONDER I COULDN'T POST A COMMENT ON IT HAH! BD
Eyna: HAHAHAHHAHAH LOL YOU COULDVE REFRESHED YOU KNOWWWW

So as you all can see we have a very comfortable relationship. Uh-huh.
Totally ignoring the INNOCENT OTAKU CREEPDOLL THERE honey.
Yup.
That's all for Facebook.
Still... creepdoll what the duck?? Haahahahahahahaha.. hah. not what I'll describe you as guuurl.

There's so many things I want to do still! Like hanging out with you guys and actually getting some real work done like cleaning my room.. That's on a lower priority for me though.
And a song-drawing-video thing. Or not a video thing at all actually, I just want to draw and write the lyrics as it goes!
About Homestuck. It's just.. for me to do that I have to look for my two notebooks which I think I can onlt really re-discover when I clean my room...
Heh, starting to sound a lot like quests that you get from MMORPGs..
Tempted to ask Eyna if she wants to meet up a little and maybe get a little cheap breakfast.. Just being together for the rest of the morning and I go back at noon plus.
I'll go ask soon.
Like, very soon, because I'm ending this now.
Goodbye and until next time! Heheh! (:

Labels: Dad Y SO KEWL, feelings dump, GON ILU 2, HOMESTUCK ME GUSTA, Issa and Eyna's great, Long update, Mum just be Mum, not sleepy yup, VASH ILY, where is breakfast

Time for an UPDATE! DUHDUHDUH
Anyway this is a little overdue cause I've tweeted I'll update like last week or something?
Or maybe it was a few nights ago.
Eyna stayed over here yesterday and I'm thinking she's staying over this night as well. Goody!
More time to talk together and have fun..
We sang along to some songs and she discovered Mystery Guitar Man!
I've watch some part of Atas Heights 2 and I'm actually quite interested in it.
Eyna is watching another movie now!

I'm just going hungry now.
Anyway mummy is preparing chicken rice for dinner!
I had a somewhat fine day what with how I started it..
Woke up 7:10 am like I'm going to be late for my o level examination if I'm not rushing anytime soon.
So I got up, didn't pass go and take $200 and straight to jailschool.
Thank goodness for a kind taxi uncle that rushed to get me in school on time. I'll never forget this event!
As told in Facebook, I'm really grateful for his kindness and patience and that even when I told him I didn't have much money to pay him in the end he still let me go without a fuss and actually wished me luck and hurried me to go to school.
It was really a good gesture of goodwill of him..

Besides that other things happened that tried to dampen my day such as Lady Red visiting me during my examination while she didn't even notify me before hand!
At least be consistence with your signals goodness.
I know I'm been feeling tired but it only happened two days ago! That's too quick for me to actually catch on when I've been sleeping late these days!

It's a good thing I have a back up plan though and it was fixed quickly and that I think by a stroke of luck that she only came when my examination is about to end.

Tomorrow, I'll go to Issa's BBQ party for her cousin's birthday!! Hooowheee!
I think I'll bring some plastic containers to bring some food back..
..Eyna's currently saying out the lines of the movie, namely 'Bring it on'?

The whole of the morning after finishing my last paper is that,
>Issa and me went to cwp and just walked around, discussing plans and especially what to do for Christmas Dinner this year.
>almost fell asleep on the bus but thank Zeus I didn't.
>EYNA IS STILL THERE ON THE BED.
>talked a little and then I slept on said bed together with her side by side.
>slept for over 2 hours I think.
>Eyna slept too????

Anyway it was pretty much me just relaxing about. Haha.

I'LL END IT NOW.

Labels: damn you Lady Red, Eyna, Gog I'm so tired, I wanna do loads of stuff, I wanna play Pokemon, she is here

There'll be the pure geography paper 1 examination in the morning and there is actually a lesson in the morning at around 10 I think..
Honestly I don't think I'll go for it.
But.. Maybe I might.
Because I don't feel so good..
I think I have a slight headache of sorts but I think not as well..
Uhh I just don't feel as good as I usually would. Being normal.
And I'm updating again, though in a irregular sense. Still not abandoning this blog of mine!
I may have to change the gifs or something. I tried viewing it on the computer and they all just froze. Oh well.

Aaagghh just thinking about my music folder makes me feel anguished at not backing them up in the storage drive that I had a long time ago..
Makes me feel this is karma picking on me.
I still have Lappy's old folder and then the rest of the list in the iPod..
I did managed to save some Homestuck music, only because it was already in the storage drive that I had prepared for Issa.. Hmm.
Had to download it all again some time and then finally re-arrange all my photos and then some..
I had a hobby of collecting stuff on the computer as I have mentioned.
And I had collected a lot.
Sigh.

Now they're alllllllll gone..

Anyway, I hope I can wake up earlier tomorrow morning and get some reading done.
Goodnight then!
My life currently is fine in reality, but I feel it's missing something.
Must've been my subconscious.

Labels: Collecting is my hobby yup, I like collecting stuff, I need to be more patient, kraken is being kraken, maybe I'm a hoarder oh god

I'm just going to leave my mark here.
I've been.. what, missing from Blogger for the last 9 months!
Holy crap, that is a long time to start updating..
At least I came back within a year hehe.
Anyway, loads of things have happened and I think I've matured up a little more since the last time I've updated.
Maybe you guys can't tell through looking at my blog entries, but I do feel a little jaded.
Occasionally.
That'll be my so-called Black Moods.
It's rather jarring and quite upsetting.
Thankfully it only comes like, once or twice a year.
It is only now that I have come to realise I do have such breakdowns, in occasion.
Which only makes me more human right?
Or am I being a masochist..??
ANYWAY, I think keeping all these tumbling complicated mash of emotions + bad thoughts together inside of you, bottling it up as the phrase goes is too big of a challenge now.
Or is it?!

Such things are negative when viewed in ways like you can't move on or when things just don't look as bright for you anymore.
But I have learnt to accept what I can and having to push myself forward even if it hurts just as bad.
I have suspicions on where these thoughts of mine could have come from but in the end, I wondered why do I even feel in this way.
Because I know better, that things aren't what it was that I was thinking about..
I guess it have to do with social-fear then??
Still not sure, and the more I talk about it the more vague it gets. #_#

Now I'm being alright I suppose.
As alright as knowing you possibly lost almost all the stuff you have on your computer, including music files, documents, work-in-progress sketches, and EVERYTHING ELSE I HAVE EVER COLLECTED ONLINE ugh.
Heart-breaking moment for a while there.
I moved on though, and I found back some of my stuff and the slightest miracle that I happen to saved my game files on another storage drive...
Have to find the time to restore all my music files I suppose.
wwweh.

Homestuck-wise,
OH MY GOODNESS ROSE.
ROSE.
YOU LALONDE GURL,
YOU FINALLY MADE THE MOVE.
But..
KANAYA. POOR KANAYA.
Wait.
No, not POOR, but YAY KANAYA(???)!

It's kinda sweet in a way but.. WOW.
This is like Jake and Dirk again except people are not really expecting it until the very last pages?!
Hahah I don't really actively ship these two but boy, are they really cute together. ^^

(Don't mind me I'm a pretty recent shipper.)
Also, I may update again much later. Possibly in the early morning lateness sort. I hope not.

Labels: Black Moods are upsetting, HOMESTUCK UPDATE, I HATE LOSING STUFF I'VE COLLECTED, once in a blue moon hopefully, ugh

In the past few months, or rather, TWO MONTHS..
I'm actually busy over with school work and all as well as.. Some things and business of my own so..
Even with the Blogger app in my phone I just don't have the energy to actually settle down enough to post!
Kinda ironic since I got the app to post when I'm away from the computer in the first place!
Recently my computer is giving me the hissy treatment of freezing and hanging up on me.
I'm not quite sure what is wrong with it..
I just hope I don't need to change it and whatnot bluh.

Anyway, I'm now messing with my Itunes music folders and I think I better finish it before I actually write any more!
This is just an update anyway!
I need to keep this blog alive!!!
Cya then!
Leave a message in the cbox above if you like. (:

Labels: activities, busy, HOMESTUCK ME GUSTA, more music to be added, my music folder is super messy

And I'm not talking about my sleep-deprive-ness either.
Putting some work aside, or uh actually,
Putting all the work aside, as I have been doing..
I should really get back to work to put some ease on me subconsciously.
Really. Should.
Even though I know I don't quite like to get work done exactly.
Oh well, that's one not-issue off the list.

Moving on, recently, especially after I gotten sick this month earlier,
It made me... Um.
It's just not very comfortable.
Somehow one way or another the sickness made me feel all sorts of bad stuff which I don't really like.
And it's only recently I've been thinking all sorts of weird and maybe a little strange stuff again.
The fact I thought about it in a nonchalantly and maybe a little too carelessly about it made me feel a little upset.
I don't want to think about such things but...
I just do.

Mum can never really know this.
Dad is just not even close.

I know that this is just me maybe freaking out and perhaps I'm being an attention seeker but...
I just don't feel like myself at times.
More often now when I'm in more of my darker moods.

Blogging off now perhaps I should write it down somewhere..
Eh.
Not.
It's so much mess to burn them and clean later..
I keep saying I need to burn them later.
I really do.

Now I'm just stating, if one day I died because of suicidal reasons,
I feel I suppose I shouldn't have done that.

Alright, being strange again, bye bye.

Oh yes, Happy Father's Day.
I love you Daddy!
I just don't say it enough...

Labels: and mostly full of liquid feels, filled with items representing people I love, Happy Father's Day, I love you so so much in my heart you don't hear it, my heart is a house, you can swim in it

And I'm still awake and I don't feel as burned out though I do smell the burning charcoal or something.
Mum's back now and she's venting her anger hopefully she'll calm down soon.
Um.
I think she's just tired.
And then everything piles up.
I suppose this would be a good example of similarities except she's anger and I'm sadness.
Oh well, what's done is done.
Ate a kitkat and hopefully the sugar doean't give me a rush.
Slightly dry eyes but it's still alright.
For some reason I have grown fond to read out lines in fiction.
Or anything really, anything that I can read.
I still like my handwriting aaaaand finally I'm sprouting random information.
Maybe I should continue to write more stuff about Tony's adventures in paper.
And I thought of Ivy.
Man, my attention span is really wired up.
Just spend time in scrolling in the deep and I wonder if you'll get the reference.
If you did, congratulations!
You are part of an interesting and wonderful community that is what I have referenced.
And I'm not talking about Adele here, guys.
Moving on, wait I like to type moving on quite a lot don't I?
Maybe it's just but yeah, moving on, Super Husbands.
That or just Science Bros.
Yup.
or stark spangled banner
I'm announcing my ships here hopefully no one gets it but yeah I like them.
High-five through the internet if you like them too.
No H8.

Labels: I like the word seriously, I LOVE RDJ, stark has them all, this is what the referenced thing did to me for over 6 hours man, when will I get one seriously

(☉‿☉✿)

Labels: I'm just leaving this here hahaha, look at ITS FACE, no need to take this seriously, no seriously, sometimes I wish I have a tumblr blog, then I remember I'm 17, yup scary isn't it wait no

I ended up watching that movie just now at around 1+ just after midnight.
Hello hello there~!
Listening to the Sherlock Holmes, Game of Shadows credits' playing music while writing this post!
Just..
Writing out my thoughts, eh?
The fact that I love Rubber Ducky Jr is just a plus really.
I like Sherlock Holmes though I didn't manage to read finish it yet.

Moving on, just saying that my favourite scene is still the chasing and running away from Hielborne!
Is that how it's spelled? Hielborne...
Anyway, slo-mo and brushes with death is exciting in a movie!
Just after that scene my next favourite have to be the gypsy-dancing scene...
And, yes, what is without some quotes?

John: A life in matrimony, the possibility of a family. Who wants to die alone?
Sherlock: So, we'll have a good old-fashioned romp tonight you settle down, have a family, and.. I'll die alone.
*a pause*
John: Yes, that's about it.
Sherlock: Perhaps it's better for one to die alone than to live life in eternal purgatory.

Mycroft: In the future, there'll be one of those machines in every town in Europe.
Sherlock: Loitering in the woodshed again, are we, Myccie?
Mycroft: Good evening, Sherly.

Moriarty: Who was it sent to?
Sherlock: My horror at your crimes is matched only by my admiration at the skill it took to achieve them.
Moriarty: *grins a little*.. Who was it sent to?

Again, it was a nice movie I feel!
More action-oriented but yeah, I liked it!
In this case, a Guy-version of Sherlock Holmes...
Don't know if I want to download any of the music but suddenly I thought of Professor Layton's...
And then it leads to Roxy.
Dord Waltz, yes.
The beginning always reminds me of Professor Layton anyhoo.

Speaking of Homestuck, recent updates...
I just can't handle it.
I already shouted at my computer screen, at Jane, not to follow the rabbit anymore and she just goes on and TRANSPORTALIZED TO DERSE.
Oh my goodness and it's all reddish-purple and there's Dirk floating looking panicky-ish and saying why the heck she's there and AR's like, "not my fault, dude."
And then, when I thought it'll won't get any more horrifyingly susceptible to future doomed-timelines and/or more dead bodies dropping OR worse...
LO AND BEHOLD,
There's Jake, on the other side of the fiery crack between Jane and himself, looking surprised.
I just.
I'm a little surprised daddy didn't just popped beside me asking why I'm screaming at the computer.
If mum was here she'll do that.
That or ask me to quiet down hahaha.
Anyway, I'm now a little terrified and hoping Jane won't do any.. damsel in distress... actions.
Hopefully, be a good girl and go find a way BACK to her own land, safe and sound.
On the other hand,
Dirk dream self and Jake apparently have just met themselves to each other.
I'm a little partial to them but whatever, I'm hoping maybe Hussie the Lord himself can put maybe some chatlogs between them before Jane crash the party hahha!
Not that I'm angry at Jane, not really. Really!
I like her! Well. I'm just neutral about here.
Truthfully there isn't any exact 'hate' around here for each characters Hussie created.
Even for Bec Noir, I actually like him a little!
It's just that what they are capable of causing all the misery and emotions and yup.

I can't hold my feelings what.

Me being born under Pisces isn't a coincidence either that my feels are turning all blue and wet for this particular 'webcomic'.
The last time I tear up was most probably at the page where little Jake sat down looking at the fire...
...
This is just amazing, alright.
I dare you to read it and don't say anything bad about until after you read it.
Then say the bad things about it to me.
You'll understand.

Another thing I noticed, if you are reading this and finding that the English that I am using is 'American',
Please treat it as 'British'.
One day I'm going to find out how to change it and it'll cease to disturb me while I am trying to write essays for my school.
Damn you spellcheck.

Ending this post for a late night.. or is it early morning bath?
Hoping to finish paying my debt to Tom Nook and get an upgrade for Daniel to move in to our house.
At least Tony didn't bought the bonfire, my goodness.

Labels: animal crossing is fun and nice, I need friends nearby who play this game, talking about Tony cheers me up, THE HORROR THAT IS Red Miles., thinking about some unfortunate stuff again

This is so exciting!
I'm watching Sherlock Holmes again!
Well, this time in my computer and that the fact I own the cd ahahah!
Sherlock Holmes, Game of Shadows...
Anyway, I had to bath first before watching it so I'm just leaving it here...
Side note, I missed KK Slider again!
Oh maaaaaan...

Labels: anyhoo cooking dinner for myself too later, excited, I really really love rubber ducky jr., watching a sweet movie ohmygosh

This is apparently the whole flu-cold season with what I'm falling in and out of being sick.
Seriously, it's ridiculous!
First I got even worse and I kept sniffing and sneezing even during the cooking practical,
I went home exhausted and felt like 'BOOM, lights out time to drop dead'.
Next day, it got stable since I went and ate meds for it but then I got headaches and what nots the fever have.
I felt steadily better then even though I didn't cough or anything.
Just feel slightly sluggish.
Then, alright, I'm okie for this period of space time...
THEN,
BAM!
I'm back to being sick!
It's not even the first week of the holidays slash school intensive that I fell back sick again after just a few days!
It suddenly sunk its icky claws down on me on the following next week...
So.. Hmm.
Maybe it's more of a sucker punch even.
A slo-mo sucker punch bleh.

Anyhow, I started coughing and in the end I got fever again and augh.
In the end I didn't even turn up for the ss intensive and I really felt bad about it!
Umm...
Talking about it I kinda didn't meet up with Issa for these few days.
Even though I said I really do want to.
...
At the core of it, I just hoped she really got over it and not too upset with it.
I am though, even though it's me I'm talking about.
Especially me.

Anyway!!!
Pushing not-issues aside, today is Peanut's birthday!
Happy birthday Peanut!
I hope you like that retro blue shirt eheh.
Didn't know what else to give, really.

For Dad, he got real better after finally stopped going back to the durian cycle hahah.
It's all the durain's fault they see but I sense something else hit him instead but since I'm no doctor,
I have no idea what else it is then.
It's awful to stay in the hospitals.
Even though I do appreciate the food there.
It's weird, but really, I like the standard food there, usually.

This whole month is weird, truthfully.
I don't feel much like myself any more at this point but I'm trying to hold onto it.
Maybe I do need to see somebody and talk but on the other hand I just feel it's just..
Insignificant. Meh.
Maybe it's just me and just don't think too much of it you know?
I just don't want to change too much.

Woah, it is that upsetting or what?
I'm switching subjects now!

Now I've just re-downloaded MSN and well tuns out it's been there for sometime and I just didn't see.
Ended up with a whole bunch of I don't know who you are contacts and it's mainly because I connected to Facebook. Hah.
It's really... long list of contacts.
Longest ever I've seen. :P

Yesterday, I found back my old box of Journey to the West cds!
It was...
Frankly, it was just amazing I literally squealed like a piggy I am and went to mum telling her that we do actually have it.
It's my childhood treasure.
It was only recently I found it back in my dad's room in the cabinet inside...
Oh.
Um.
Okie maybe I shouldn't have lifted that up but

Alright, back to what I was saying, I really, really loved it!
When I was watching other Journey to the West series, in the back of my mind there was always this..
Scene in my head, an animation moving similar to the cds I've found.
You can say these cds were the first to start me liking them in the first place.
Especially Sun Wu Kong, the first disciple and what they call the Great Heavenly Sage. Haha!
I just got attached to him, I suppose.
In each and every parallel alternate series featuring him or even just him as a side character, I have always liked him.
Could be because of this personality, the whole 'I'm strong and powerful so I have nothing to fear of' but also that even though of that thinking he's also kind to others, especially to those weaker than him.
The fact that I watched the first few episodes again just makes the attachment stronger...
I just. Really really liked this character.
Side note, my sis calls herself Zhu Ba Jie.
Hahahaha!
Sometimes, maybe just a little, I thought to myself, that I'm acting like Sun Wu Kong and being more mischievous than usual at home or in my head.
It just lightens up my life a whole lot more.
Thinking the world is just as how Sun Wu Kong might have felt for.

Eh, that was a little deep.
Back to reality, I'm having a scan here since my comp is being an ass and hanging up whatits.
Too bad I'm not Roxy so I don't what is going on actually.
Wait. Roxy's an alchohalic...
Never mind, what I should have said is,
Too bad I'm not Sollux.
Hmm.
Slightly glad I'm not him since if I was really him my not-issues would have been deathly real then and I don't want that to happen.
Both are hax0rs and good at programming and hacking crap.

For Homestuck, now Issa is reading it, too.
Currently, I just have no idea what to do with that many Striders any more.
There's the Brobot, then the Auto-Responder.
Then there's a manifestation as a figment of imagination through Jake's subconscious,
And finally, the one and only, true and one hundred percento, Dirk Strider.
Just thinking if there is any more I'm missing out and I just can't.
At least... Dirk isn't what people would have expected.
He's more into his feelings than his appearance would have expressed.
And I like to think that is a good thing, for now.
Hopefully, it doesn't turn out to be a very, very, very bad thing later on.
After all, what to do when one's heart is broken?

Hmm. Time to end soon since I still want to read some more of other stuff.
OH YES!
Recently watched the Avengers Assemble movie!
It was just simply too awesome to even just describe it..
I want to watch it again though.
This time, full HD!
Go Sciencebros!
...

Another side note; this time's meds there has to be something weird about it.
It's making me unusually weirder.
What I do know is that the first night if eating it, it made me woobly and cottonish like a doll which somebody else is pulling on my strings move.
Also, that somebody, gotta have to be an elderly because I'm moving all seriously slowly and everything feels so NEW and and.... buh. All I know is that it felt odd. And muted.
Yes. Muted. Hmm.
Oh well.
Since I got it out of my chest I feel a little better now.
Or maybe not.
Good bye blog, may the odds be ever in your favor. (hah.)

Labels: actually no I didn't, maybe I just hated this month, sobbing to myself last night, this june month sucked, woah I sure have a lot to say after not blogger for some time

Well, I'm back and it's late..
Just wanted to see how long I've not been updating my blog.
Just updating on my life.
Eheheheh...

25th's the parent's meeting..
Not sure how Dad would actually react but eh...
He told me that it's not exactly big of a problem if I actually put effort into it.
Anyhow, Dad went in check with HTPH and ended up stay for nearly a week.
Got better and then back again for a few days.
Second time it's a case of food poisoning...
Well.
Mid-Years are over and it's worse than my last exams...
Really should start working on Math and sciences.
Continuing me and Issa bough some games, including Army of Two...
Had some crazy fun but made us dizzy.
Besides that I have also fallen sick.
Augh...
On the day of the practical cooking as well.
This week's Thursday is mine and Issa's then.
I hope there isn't many F&N students in 4E..........
Buh.
Ending now, I'll write some more later if I got the time and urge to update.

Labels: I'm a little nervous, I'm now sick, if I'm still coughing I wonder will they still eat mine cooking... Eheheh, mid years sucked, parents' meetings sucks as well

Boring! Anyway today's examination papers are a shame to my intelligence man..
Sometimes I really wonder why we have an education system that is so strict.
And then I remember the reason, because we're Singaporeans, and we're the Little Red Dot.
Buh.

In truth, I still feel that the education system that the world uses doesn't actually count our actual human intelligence..
Education now just seems more like a system to see how efficient in absorbing large amounts of information and seeing how we cope and we can effectively make use of the information in real life.
That's just seeing how well we work in a 'working' environment...
For me, it doesn't really note down how 'smart' you actually are.
It just shows how good you are as a sponge, I guess.

Any way, that is a little revealing but yeah I don't really like to 'absorb' large amounts of information but I have to!
Duty as citizen and well, for the job I want so yes.
I can't change it even though I said that.
This education is part of how we are after all, and that we need it to keep a stable environment...
Okie, treading into deep existence I don't want to go to so,
I'm just going to back away from this subject now.

SUPERNATURAL.
Yes.

Back to watching it since I finally got access to season 7 of it!
Now watching Supernatural is more of the curious sort of want than I really need it but yeah.
Really hoping something really good can really happen to the brothers now.
And seeing how bratty Lucifer is in the show for myself, I can safely say in funny theories,
The ones that is cracky and almost impossible in context, that God left the Heaven House they had up in the skies because Lucifer is too bratty.
I told that to Issa and she laughed!
Eheheheh
Nice times~~

I've gone passed episode that name's Death's Door and the recent episode which I can't remember the name of,
I'm thinking it's Bobby.
Either that or some mysterious new strangers is hinting them as help.
A lot of things unsaid but I really hope they finally get a break..
As like what Dean said, every time they prevent someone apolitical from coming true, some else just pops up to finish it's previous work.
It's as if the world wants it to..(?)
Each and every year, some thing even more dangerous and difficult to kill pops up.
First the demons, then the angels, Castiel and now, Leviathans.


Back to the real world,
I should really at least read up on the important formulae on Chemistry(?) and the skeleton of physical Geography.

I like Rivers and Coasts.
Some just feel that it's just a lot to remember...
>_<
Chicky is still messaging me and I'm thinking maybe it's a bad move to encourage him in the first place?(!)
Sigh..
I really hope nothing bad can come out of it.

For now, I just feel like I'm going to fall sick but hopefully not??
Alright.
Off I go!

Labels: Boring, Dad's sick, exams sucks, I feel sick but not sick or NOT going to fall sick, I want to continue writing, Mum's sick, seems like this whole sickness status is getting out of hand, SUPERNATURAL

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signing off peepolls, 4 realz~

Labels: AHHHHH why so kaiiwaii and and, I need to paste it since I found it while on computer...

Hi guys! It's been a while since I last typed an update eh?!
Any ways, this time I'm typing using the literal keyboard of my computer!
And seeing an actual screen to look up to when I'm trying to make sure I got the words right :P
Eheheh

Blogger has really changed! Even the little rectangle box that you type in to post is now in the middle top of the screen instead of being at the left bottom corner of the screen...
Which is it! Before the whole site reform...
I think.
I didn't actually come by here for quite some time after all!
(:

OKIE I JUST SAW SOMETHING NEW AND AWESOME But yeah not talking about it.
Gotten distracted by some video whilst typing for update ahahaha
Okie.

I'll just continue what I'm about to type any way.
Gotten in to the virtual villagers game again!
I really like them.
They're just like an ant farm, but a whole lot more interesting to see them developed and long lasting.
Don't have the pc version of it any more though. Buh.
Speaking about fun things..

Mummy finally know who's that mystery Chicky dude that I've been chatting with..
And well, he wanted a stroll and I was actually keen enough to actually want to take a walk and talk!
Asked mum about it and she got real skeptical!
Ahahahah welp that's mum for you.
Either way, things got a little dragged and I did took a walk along the way to get newspapers for mum...
Didn't actually get any but eh.
It's already late so it's only natural that they don't have it any more.
Played around the play ground area of SWINGS
ALMOST fell!
Only because somebody is pushing me from behind against my will!
But eh, did a wacky pose to not fall and stuck onto the chains!! xD
Serious. Wacky.
My legs were up in the skies, thank goodness I don't even wear skirts for sleepwear.
--I don't even wear casually but yeah--
He caught me from behind but only because he IS there!
If he didn't I think I would already have a fall on my the back of my head and THEN,
The swing itself would hit me either way.
Or him.
I would wished it hit him if he had let me fall.
AHAHAH KIDDING
Wouldn't wished it on anybody! welpmaybesomeoneIhate
8D

Totally fun and safe! Yup!

Went back up soon after that since I had to be at home by 11pm ehehe.
...

Oh!
I will hereby announce that I saw a rainbow on yesterday morning!
I guess it's a lucky thing that I actually thought; "oh man I wanna stay in a little longerrrr.." on my bed at that time..
Long enough to actually see the sunrise and the rainbow???
:D
I love rainbows, without a doubt.
Afterall! I've already decided that If I ever have a pesterchum handle, it'll just be chromaticallyBuoyant
As you can see if you actually paid attention to what I wrote??? it's what I signed off my posts!
I guess it suits me in a way!
Chromatically = bright/color spectrum
Buoyant = float/cheery/bubbly(?)

Any way, I actually spent some time thinking about so yeah.
cB.
Hmm. I hope nobody mocks me about it....

Had a wonderful day today! It's not as hot and sunny as the past two days and that's great!
I've not been sweating bullets but eh,
Could be just Lady Red packing up and leaving for her work/vacation/whatever until next time............
And I hope she stays on time as well. Meh.
She always give mixed calls as to when she's coming and when SHE'S not COMING.
Jegus.
Give me a freaking break I'm already feeling overwhelmed by my morbid and merciless sub-conscious.

On to a more happier subject,
Issa and her reformed Zombie-apocalypse universe of us trying to survive in our natural habitat is up and coming next!
Read a short prologue and I'm already waning more of that juicy story......
And that made me think of chicken yup, mum's cookinggggg
Okie, distracted by thoughts of food!
Hm..
That just jumps me to another bubble of thought that we all talked about during recess today.

That saying I'm a genuine Klutz.

HAHAHAHAHAA okie guys, seriously.
I admit that I'm hundred percento whopping and kicking Klutz, but be assured,
THIS IS NOT CONTAGIOUSSSSS
Welp.
Even if you guys want my klutziness you gotta be like meeeeeee
Which then makes me less eccentric so SHOO!
I want my eccentricnessss yessssss
moooooooooooooooooo/coughcough

Yes, I do that most of the time in my normal day-to-day speech patterns if you happen to be my sisters from another mother but I digress,
I guess what they were actually talking about in the first place is another student and his attention-seeking ways.
I didn't even really notice that he's doing that,
Not to mention I didn't even notice him at all in school until this year...?
I guess he's actually quite bad in getting attention then.
Uh.
That or that I'm just really that... hurm.
Nothing came up, so I'll just leave it blank then.
My friends probably can come up with much more accurate adjectives any way.

I don't really mind or care that there are attention-seekers in school, or anywhere particularly.
They usually have a deeper reasoning as to why they are doing it in the first place.
I just hope they get what they want in the end. :|
Um.. not to sound pretentious or 'holier than thou' in any degree, I'm sorry guys but just wanting to make a point.
Besides, I suck at arguing about these sensitive things about other people unless it's within my close circle of people I care for..
But when the time comes, I do it for the people I want to speak up for, alright.
There's just too much feelings involved when arguing about such sensitive topics.
Hurm.

I just that mentality just makes me a natural peacemaker and neutral ground for most topics when it comes to talking about some topics in-between my two good sisters. Ehehehe.

Okie, I will want to do something else after this soo..
I'm just ending here then!
Good night guys!
Stay safe.

Labels: actual blogger website is more weirder, also feferi roleplayah W)(-E-E--E--E----E, Examinations booo, holy mackeral I actually matched up a tag, HOMESTUCK UPDATE, Huss shown both betaderse kids already

Before I go to sleep or read manga whatever I'm going to do next after posting this entry..

Just want to write down some stuff that I usually don't write down.

For starters, mid year written examinations are coming soon..
Just right after this week or another I think.
It's that fast eh.
I just wished I had more time.
Meh.
I really wanted to get into the course that I really want but..
Nothing is going to change if I don't put in effort, no?
Geez I'm stressing out myself by just saying that here!

There's going to be an English essay test tomorrow, that I'll be fine for.
I just wish I get more marks than Issa will this time!!!
I always just get a mark lower or something it's just so unfair!!
Bluuuuuuuhhh

English is what we are good at yeah yeeeaahhh
Competitive rivalry is awesome.
BLUH

Don't know if Missus Koh is going to pick me out for not doing summary tomorrow morning.. Oopsies.
But I'm hoping that the test preparation will throw her off to focus more on that instead, tomorrow morning.
Eheheh.

Other than that.. There's not much school stuff that I really want to mention right now.
What I really want to write down is how I felt now.
I felt.. Kinda uneasy I guess.
I'm okie and all, health is good so is life...
Dad is more willing to let Mum have the money even while I'm not around at home or even be there when negotiations go around,
Mum seems to be much happier now...
She's happy with her job and well, daily ongoings..
Less temper throwing and more relaxing around, too.
I'm glad that they are getting better together, not fighting or Dad actually glaring openly or being stiff around her anymore.... Much.

If they are going to separate..
Well, I'll just be with Dad..
I'll miss Mum loads, but this is what she had said to me as well.
Um.
She implies what I don't want to hear but I accepted it long time ago but when she first got sick.. Still.
It didn't made her less of the great Mum that has taken cared of me years thereafter our maid left our family.
I just wondered why she had gotten this disease suddenly..
Or well, as suddenly as discovering she had internal bleeding at that point of time.
More aside, I just thought why she had managed to hold on to her life at that point of time..
Mum had suffered a lot.
And with mild depression, which is getting better now thank goodness I didn't think she would still be alive until now.

And for that I am really, really glad...
In a way, I feel bad about feeling like this but..
Without her at that point of time, I think I would have changed... Somewhat.
Thinking about it, I think I would have turned more depressed or blank as well..
Um...
That feeling of loneliness, especially when coming back to a house where Mum should be at home at that hour.
It doesn't matter that Mum was gone for the first years of my life,
I was lonely yes, but I had the maid I guess..
And Dad.
I had Dad with me.

I guess.. It was also why Mum felt she was the closest to me.
Not just the fact I live with her, but that she actually took the time to take care of me herself after the maid left.
Quit job and everything.
Hm..

Well. There's a lot to this history about Dad, me and Mum but...
I feel what is most important is that they love me still.
...
Some don't even have that privilege.


Okie, enough of that depressing crap!
I'll talk about something happier! (:

Now, I'm trying to learn how to talk like Nepeta! Since well...
Feferi's is a little, honestly, hard to type in time. Eheheh.

Don't believe me? See how difficult it is when I try it, for the next paragraphs of words!

Alrighty, )(ere goes nothing!
And )(ere it this. F-EF-EFRI'S QUIRK!
W)(OOOOOOOOOO glub.

Uh, don't know what else to type but that but yeah.
Both Nepeta and Feferi are my favorite trolls as well!
Nepeta as my color and personality troll in comparison, and Feferi is my patron troll of the Pisces sign.
Also, they both get excitable easily!
Like me I suppose! :D

Felt like cosplaying Nepeta... Hmmmm
I'll need to get the needed clothing then.
Especially that green long coat that Nepeta has,
As well as the blue cat-hat and tail...

Moving on..
In regard of the newest Homestuck update,
I had a theory...
That uu and UU, are actually the same person.
They're just two personalities stuck in one body!
That would fit the sign's information of it switching from a male to a female and reverse at times..
And that it's just nice, to be the only '13th' troll.
I, too saw another fan made that speculation so I'm glad that there are others that have thought of it like that. :D

Don't know what is going to happen next but.. Like what I had tweeted, I'm just hoping there won't be another catastrophe about Jake.
Lord English..
/shiver

It's really... Horrifying.
Just thinking about me makes me tear up a little.
I really like Jake!
Not to mention Jade..
These two are my top two favorites, besides John.
aaaaahhhpreciousbbys
But if Hussie had to go on and make it as what we had speculated..
I'm fine with it I guess.
It is, after all, Homestuck.
It wouldn't just be the same if there wasn't enough angst to go around it.
Hmm-hm.
...
...It's just that I would be shedding tears of pure depression and pity and horribleness of what I would feeling when it happens.
Adding to the speculation that the 'creator' would be Dirk and...
Uugghhh
I have all the feelings and NOBODY OUTSIDE OF HOMESTUCK WOULD UNDERSTAND.
Buh.
So. Gonna. Be. Cryyyyying when that moment comes.


Uhhmmmm...
In the end, it's actually quite a long update. 0~0
...
Oh yes.
Chicky.
No idea what I am going to do with him I suppose..
I'm hoping that we can 'try out' as they term it.. I think.
But, no promises.
I just.. UGH.
This is so frustratingly complicating and sticky and it hurts either party when it gets out of control!
For now, I do like Chicky and the potential is there but..
As I had felt, I'm.. Not ready yet..
Umm.
I just wished Chicky can be more of himself, just like before.
They always change...


:/


can't I just stay single??

Labels: auugh just all of them really, depressing crap out of my way, DIRK..., Examinations booo, JAKE..., mum and dad..., training to be Nepeta orz, why can't I have simple love life when I'm actually ready

Spent the whole night with my close friends, Eyna & Issa yesterday!
Doing something silly like talking together and >laughing and stuff..
Mostly we're spending the time to watch Angel Beats though!
That anime's not really my type but.. It's real good!
The quality and the content of it is seriously much better told then other typical romance anime..
Regardless, it does have sad parts and comedy parts!
If you want to watch anime, why not start with Angel Beats first?
It's short episode number and the sweet story of one man meeting all those people together and finding out what's his lost memory and all..
Yeah.

Gog, I sound like some advertiser... orz

Anyways!! Moving on, there's actually not much else happened..
There's school in the morning, as usual..
Oh yes, Ivan the Chicky walked to school with me yesterday..
Can't say I'm really use to it but yeah.
Need to.. I don't know.
I need to learn more about this I guess.
Being an adult is this awkward sometimes I feel..
Anything about the heart and whatnot is awkward when I don't feel really comfortable about it!!
Buhhhhhh
...
At least I'm willing to try I guess?
Not now though.. Hmmm
There's school and whatnots
Mum's gonna be either teasing me or be more strict about this stuff once or she knows that I had one!
So, yeah.

Not right now..
Hmm

Other than that..
Oh yeah!! Uhh..
I missed that mother tongue tutorial on Friday afternoon..
Oopsies. 8D

Either way, Issa didn't managed to do her coursework at ALL.
Once Eyna told us that she is coming..
Heheh. Gonna make use of the time Eyna gives with us to the fullest so...
Issa just wanted us to watch Angel Beats together!

Ended up, she came at late 6-7 pm and we were waiting for her to come..

Besides that happening, we all sat and ate mum's delicious spicy chicken thighs though!
Mum kept worrying that the spiciness and the saltiness of it..
The spiciness is actually quite okie!
It's not as spicy as I thought it would be the way mum is so worried about it...
Mum, you don't need to add any more salt please.
Well. At least my friends agreed with me.
EYNA, NO 8|
...in the end.

Moving on, they got a free dinner-which I don't mind by the way! (:
Roti pratas were tortured with hot metal pans and they were eaten heartily with that spicy gravy of the chicken..
Along with some steamed rice heheh.

Issa and I managed to bought some new things for our phones as well!
I got this spunky yellow Tsuna in this flaming bad-ass self on the back cover..
As well as a phone screen wiping square button of something velvety..
It's Nyanko-Sensei! :33
Issa got the ice blue Natsu with Mio square!
While Eyna gets the Hibari square!
Hmm.
If her phone is an iPhone, I would have gotten her that pink Shugo Chara iPhone cover as well..
Too bad then! :6

Managed to watch anime until 11 plus..
Until Enya yawned and yawned..
She seems to be getting more and more sleepier with how we were watching...
All three on my bed.
Issa against the wall, me on my stomach, and Eyna lying on Yellow Thing.. We're all facing that iPad watching said anime.
With air-con on.

So, um..
It's not too surprising I guess, when Eyna get more and more sleepier as time passes.
So I promptly suggested that they should go home to rest then!
Watch the anime some other time. (:
We stopped after episode 5, me thinks.

Eyna was to be picked up by her friend, so she went to vista point..
Oh man.
Ohhhhh man, you wouldn't believe how LONG we have to wait for her to get ready.
She had to touch up on her make up and stuff..
Me and Issa just stuck waiting again, and we made some funny noises like 'eeeeiiiiiieeeeee' and 'jiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeiii'..
Holding on to a sound and stretch it for as long as possible.
Issa did that first and I giggled.
I couldn't help it!!
The sound.. Thing.. Made me feel ticklish.
Some sounds can make me feel ticklish, okie!! I can't help it!
And of course, when I giggled, she laughed.
And this goes on and on until Eyna's ready..

By that time it's close to 12:30 am..
Ouh.

Issa took a taxi then.. Hmm.
We all managed to do our simple yet fancy-feeling of a friendship handshake.
So.. 'oomph'-like.
Anyways, if you don't understand, just try imagine those hulking men doing a gentlemanly handshake.
It's close to that feeling......... I feel.

ANYWAYS, Issa was suppose to get that nerf gun today but..
I think she's too tired to get it.
Besides that, maybe she's feeling a tad too lazy as well..
Oh well.

Me?
I had to finish at least half of my comparison later on..
COURSEWORK boohoohoohoo..
Perhaps, I can download that coloUrs and mayhem: Universe B album afterwards..
Oh gog, that Jake theme song..
Buuuuuhhh

I woke up at 1 pm plus today so.. Yeah.
Nothing else much to type so I'm just going to end here.
Hope that nothing too dramatic happen today!
Just wanted it to be my boring day as usual..

:6

Labels: and whut Eyna you laughed a lot, Boring, didn't manage to eat dessert yesterday guys, Eyna seriously you are so slow, nice things happened yesterday, really WANTED that alum nao, Verde needs stitching

That was weird.
Since when I had started an entry like that..?
Not the state of tone of that previous entry, but the CONTENT.
That's really weird...
Mainly because I don't have any memory about me starting an entry before..
I've thought that I've been clear of blogger until now...
I guess not.

Alright, moving on, it's going to be 13th April!! Yay!
You know what that means?!
It's going to be 3 years!
The 3rd anniversary of the creation of Homestuck, guys!
You can see, I'm quite obsessed about it.. I've made my blog's theme in their tribute anyway, if you still don't know or hasn't realize.
Come to think about it..
It seemed so fast. Like it has only been yesterday that I've discovered Homestuck..
When did I started reading it anyway?
Can't seem to remember.

Okie, if I did, I should really note it down somewhere in my blog entry in the future!
But I think I started reading and..
It stopped at the troll part.
I think.
It's rather large and long journey so I'll have to confirm it someday.
Gotta check my bookmarks ahahahahahawkwardlaugh

ANYWAYS, it's once again, awkward to type in my phone just to post an entry to a Internet blog..
Hmm..
It's nearly going 5 years for this blog account.
Sweet.
5 years of my life in bits and pieces.
If you can see the beginnings of this blog... You wouldn't believe how I typed it.
Even I found it immature and childish.
Gosh..
Why did I typed like that?!? /wailing
I'll have no idea what struck me to type in that way...
Well. Maybe a little but..
I COULDN'T BELIEVE I LISTENED TO THAT IDEA UGH
...
Welp. Can't really delete it.. Uh.
More like I don't feel like deleting it because it is part of my past.
Hmm..
I guess I'm glad I got rid of that typing quirk! Ehehe.

Soon, it'll be my bedtime and I really just want to impact my blog a little bit here so..
Maybe I'll type more again in this way tomorrow night. (:

Goodnight then!
To anybody who's seeing this blog/post... Uh.
Pleasedontstalkme

Labels: holy s*it 3rd anniversary, HOMESTUCK ME GUSTA, I don't feel as well.., I'm back again, Issa and Eyna's great, wtf Lady if you want to come JUST COME JEGUS, your journey to me is agonizingly exhausting

HAHA NOT ACTUALLY ANGRY HERE BUT UH

BOOYEAH!

Labels: I have a mild split in my personality that you can't see, poor poor insomniac squiddle dee dee, SQUIDDLES ARE ACTUALLY RELATED TO HORRORTERRORS, they have a good album though

To that Homestuck update from Hussie.
Hohoho.

I can wait though, I truly can.
There's lots I can do before the update comes and even after.
Seems I can hold in that excitement better than some of the more fanatic fans.
Though I do scream and cry and everything just like my fellow fans.
Hahah

Now, just watched the news and it's like everywhere in the world is flooding.

It's kind of disturbing because it is threatening.

I wonder what will come after this?

Not to be so pessimistic, but it does seem to be quite a big mess to clean up even for upstairs people.
Hummp.

And suddenly I want some bacon.

And mum's freaking out because she saw a plane on the tv news that it landed without wheels and the plane survived without even a little breakage or fire.
Worse, an explosion.
Buh.

Aaaaaand, Jared died.
Gog I'm so bad at taking care of little pets
He died even younger, I know.
In really disappointed in myself even!
I thought I could at least let him have a partner before he leave me.
Oh well.
Now I got Gen, and hopefully have Jensen soon.
Hmm.

Labels: Hussie don't give up, I hope this doesn't mean anything too bad, I'm disappointed geez, poor poor thing I'm so sorry for you

An sorry for that long assed title for this post because I'm just really bored.
Really.

Now I'm just posting just cause I can and I can't sleep yet.
I really like to type either in my phone or key board, really.
I like the feel of paper and writing as well but nowadays I just seem to be stuck to either to the computer or anything electronic sadly.

Hopefully I get the push I need to find back those papers once more and actually start on the alternative timeline on where everybody switched their blood color in the different timeline from the start they were cloned and because of that they created a slightly different Earth, with slightly modified Kids.

And then don't forget that I actually I have an entirely post-game story going on and the fact that they would be going back to the game again with three new 'players' who were made to believed to be part of the game when they weren't.

They are essential for all the positive results to happen to get to finish the game once more and all and that's what I'm just saying for now.

Nothing else matters!
WHOOP WHOOP

Anyways I've got something else to write also,
I dreamt of something sweet last night.
I couldn't remember much but it was about mum.
Hm.

Yesterday, I went and download Audition again.
And I played it today.
It rocked.
And my fingers kept twitching but it's awesome.
'nuff said.
Same for tonight's episode of Supenatural.
It was 'The Man Who Would Be King'.

Somehow, I felt this foreshadows on the part of Cas being a god.
Hm.
He became a 'King', a 'King' of souls he had captured inside of his body for his usage.

It's damn angsty and what not for today's episode and I saw how Dean had looked through out the episode...
It's just heart-breaking.
Meh.
I'm getting too attached to Dean.

On another side note...
I heard Cas said this himself, quitting it even, in this episode.
'Don't step on that fish, Castiel. Big plans for that fish.'
Ahahahahah omg
You can't imagine the smile I got and all that weird silly 'big plans for that-' joke I've seen and created then.

But I shall not go into that part.
It's simply too long.

Sometimes, I just wonder, fans are just some of the most amazing people sometimes.
Though they are fanatic.

Um.
Something else then.

I actually can't wait for Season 7 to start.
Even though Cas won't be in much of the episodes but I believe he's not entirely gone yet.
Just like what Misha had said.
Yup.

And I hope I'm be able to eat something saladish or Italian later on today.
Going out with Issa and coming back later.
Perhaps.

Sometimes, I sigh at the fact of my friends aren't into some of the things I am in sometimes.
Like salads.
WHY DON'T THEY UNDERSTAND SALADS ARE THE BEST?!
Hm.
I can go on forever you know but I will not.
:D

Back to Audition again, I met some really funny and friendly people.
As well as a loner...
He's really quiet.
Either that or he's just that socially awkward.
Or just, you know.
Doesn't like to talk much. Hmm.

Recently, I just discovered a lot more things about Homestuck's story.
Like, how the song titles related to the Kids, like, 'Savior of the Waking World' applies to John, while 'Savior of the Dreaming Dead' applies to Jade.

And that both pairs of siblings ascended in places their siblings would be.
It's obvious for Rose and Dave since one destroyed her own gates, while the other most probably have never really did 'do what he was suppose to do'.
John had saved the Salamanders from the Great Green Tragedy, while Jade had truly made her job of capturing and breeding frogs as her title did.

And so, John and Jade had ascended from their Quest Bed on their planet, while Dave and Rose, ascended on their Derse's moon.

It's really cool of how similar they all matched.

As well as how Black Queen would lay in the same position much like White Queen did, after they died.

And that how both Daves, Alpha and Beta, had stared at the only other living person besides them in fear in their eyes, Rose and Jadesprite respectively.

There's so much and I want to cry knowing all these similarities.

Even before, there is already too much similarities and mysterious numbers popping and timeline crap and and
It's killing me man.
I gotta stop.

Oh man.

Okay, more onto the real life stuff again, gosh I'm really distracted and random.
First time I settled down my music list in my IPhone after downloading all the Homestuck songs I liked and eventually I got a total of 413 songs.
Creepy.
But now it's 427 after I downloaded the Squiddles album, thank goodness.

I think I should be stopping this post now.
I shall write more of my adventures next time buddies.
OUT AND GONE, DAFFY
/SALUTES/
/SKI-DADDLED/

Labels: AUDI IM BACK, Cas being funny unintentionally is hilarious, HOMESTUCK ILU TOO, I feel like crying for some reason, I LOVE SUPERNATURAL SO MUCH BUT SO WWEH, Imma ski-daddling, too much similarities man

I'm back again and this time since I got time, why bot post another entry? (:

Most of the time nowadays I just slack around at my home and sleep.
But now I want to focus more on saving daylights here.
Being a total nocturnal.
I got to wake up earlier dammit.
And sleep a littler earlier for it.
Not really anything difficult but that would means I would need ways to stay down sleeping faster since I'm so hang onto keeping awake until I'm dead tired kind of person.
Eheheh.

More about things on what happened recently, today Ammie died. ):

She's my little darlin' pet tamagochi if you want to know. Ahahahaha

She's a pretty Mimitchi, smart and all.
I actually managed to covet over 200 intelligence points for her!
Keep playing the flag game to earn it.
Now I want to get a pretty based stat the most to get a 'fashion' based tamagochi.
Like Violetchi or something.
I think they're pretty sweet! (:

Now I already got another one after Ammie died at the age of 9 years old. I don't know is it of neglect because of my wack sleeping habits or old age really. Never really check.
Oh well.
At least now I at least still can see her in the History icon! (:
And, I never really register it after I named her days after, Ammie, also can be referenced to Ammy, the nickname for the white wolf in Okami, the ds game!

Sweet.

I got such a cute subconscious sometimes I feel.
And sometimes... Not.
Like, seriously.
C'mon, you gotta say that dreaming of literally human-like monsters, unseeable horrors chasing you and dead babies in vases whatnots plus in a very old creaking house when it's raining is FREAKING scary, alright.
Hm.

Anyways, now since I got a new egg..
And it hatched into a boy, I named him Jared! Yaaaay.
He's going to be such a sweet cutie...
Next time if Jared got an egg with the Matchmaker's girls I want to name the baby either Gen for a girl or Misha for a boy.
Hahahahah, and the next after I want to name the egg Cassie for girl or Jensen for a boy!

Okay, okay enough of the naming.
I'm actually pretty excited for it's future oh gosh.

Haha it's me to get all attached to something vaguely having a life of it's own.
I like to think they really have feelings sometimes.

Now Jared's sleeping though, not that I want to bother him or something but even if I wanted to I can't.
I can just check his stats though...
Hmmmm.
Oh cool, I managed to stacked 25 of the bling bling stat.
The intelligence is still higher though...
Gotta change that soon.

Onto other thing, I can't wait for the next few events to happen!
I'm going to down town east to get a new swim suit and also, to check out for stuff to wear for the prom!
Gotta look out for gold + green combo.
Since I already got purple nailed down for the shoes.
Maybe I'll stick to just a green pretty dress.
Gold is... Not really my color if I feel it.
But never mind that if it gets down to it.
I like gold. It sparkles if you shines it right. (:

I like anything that sparkles.

Bring me SPARKLESSS



I'm just entertaining myself here, no need to be so alarmed!
It's not like I really yelled at your face in real life.
Not yet anyways, if you want to meet me... Eheheh.

Another event is that I'm going to find a day to go to Lily jiejie's house soon to get that coat from her!
Need that to survive from at least being frozen into a popsicle in Korea.
I can stand being a ice can of blood and organs rather than a total frozen up meat of a person.
Eehe, pardon my crude way of picturing it how I would feel.

I rather like gruesome things from a not so personal view.

Mainly because of the smell.
And maybe the touch.

But looking is okay for me.
Talking is even more okay if it's not so offensive. :D

Tell me please if I freak you out because even if it fascinates me it doesn't for you. Sorry.


Anyways, on a more light and less bloodier mood, I still need to waste that golden village ticket for two!
Jegus.
Probably spent it with either only daddy, Issa or Eyna.
Hoo.

Hussie have also managed to finished something before the date he was going to post so..
Congratulations! :D
And, that date is today...
I haven't check though.
I probably should.
Maybe after Supernatural, which starts at 9:50pm here...
I seriously need my Homestuck fix.
But it does feel a lot less pressuring since I kind stopped looking for it in a long while, since Hussie stopped to work on the newest update...
Can't wait.
It's going to be so epic.
Plus, there's going to be a new album as well...

Sometimes, I just can't fathom how much I love the people I idol so much, as well as how some idols of the people who loves them (fans), shower them so much love back.
Uguuuu
So cherished.

Being fans of someone is sometimes the best feelings when you're down.
It's like your idol is helping out somehow, making you feel better even if they don't know it.
Eheheh
I'm being a sap again.

Okay, I found out some pretty exciting things again, like RUNE FACTORY TIDES OD DESTINY is still there, on the shelf.
I'm. So. Going. To. Get. It.

SOON. bby, SOON.

And yes, I'm just going to keep typing until Supernatural starts.
I'm actually kind of free flow-like with typing like this.
Like it'll never ends.

I'm watching MTV now, if you want to know.
Hearing Green Day's Do You Know Your Enemy is kind of nice.
Haven't heard it in quite a while.
I like Green Days.
Bands like Muse, Linkin Park are nice in their ways.
But I really really like the techy and bass beats the most.
Yup, I like Hiphop as well as Pop.
Thinking about it, I am actually quite reasonable with any song as long as it's nice to hear to almost anybody.
But really, techno and house as well as rave will get me pumped up even more like so much you wouldn't believe.

Add freaking rainbow lights with 'em flickering, I'L LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Ahem.

Dreams...
I haven't told you about my newest addition to my list of weird and interesting dreams haven't I?
Okay! Let's get to itttt

First off, what I remembered is that..
I lost my colorful sling bag when I went to the toilet in the dream.
And for some reason, the toilet is all red inside and it's kinda jarring if you stay inside for too long.
Being in that toilet is weird.
Next thing when I came out my bag is gone.
I don't even know why it's safe for me to put it down there in the first place what.
Nevermind about that, I met the 1000% something anime guys!!
Well. Some guys like resemble them!
I asked them for help to search for my bag.
And that's what my newest dream's about.
Trying to find my lost bag.
I actually feel sad, even when I woke up, not finding my bag, still.
Because I remembered there's my phone, wallet, headphones as well as my game consoles inside.
Wweh.
Your heart will break when you lost your phone, isn't it?
Think it about it.
I lost these beloved items.
...
Well.. It's in my dream but!
It doesn't make a difference that it's really lost inside my head.
I don't know why my subconscious do that. Bluh

At least it's not really gone.

Gonna dream up something far more exciting for my next dream I hope!
Which I can remember.

Ummm okay then.
Don't want to make this any longer already, it's kind of embarrassing how long I can write if I feel like it. Eheh.
Okay, bye!
Cya sooooooon

p.s never buy a car. or a motorcycle but... maybe a bicycle. yeah. bicycle.

Labels: Ahhhhhimgoingtoanotheracountryagainyaaay, freaking dreams, game-I gotta have you sweetie I just, PUMP ME UP RAVE AND LIGHTS AND AHHH, supernatural I'm coming for you, tamagochi pet is nice and cute