[ huh? wth... ]

Ok, I've got almost no time to write this anyways,
Just write out the stuff happened today.
Oh... 2 days ago, 2 hamsters died. ;A;
Sad! Now left 2 baby hamsters...

Literature teacher blew a fuse today, not that it's completely our fault...
Aw come on, it's just 2 usual students with the rest who didn't bring their work.
==;;
Still call the Mr.Soh up, eh..
And man, he shouted and scared the wits outta me.
I'm sitting infront of him where he was standing, too ):
Got maths homework, done already...
Didn't want to do chinese, don't have the paper to do it anyway.
Just now got shock by the electrical socket.
Ouch. ;_;
Hurts le, like something bit me.
Stupid electrical socket, I didn't do anything to you leh... ):
Ahh, today pretty sad la eh,
don't want to write anymore,
More interesting stuff to write this (:

[ Freeze! ]

Oh-kayy... I didn't get enough sleep today.
Like what I said this morning. ._.
So, now I'm all blurr and klutzy.
Mommy first suspected something, but I told her I just woke up damn early in the morning.
...I bet she didn't believed me at first, but...
Whatever! She let the matter loose... (:

What a great mom.
Still, I need my sleep...
Or I'm gonna die young like what my mommy says. ):
Stupid heritagable diesease. ):
suuperrr tired at that time.....
Wanna sleep, but then I already told my excuse so cannot sleep... :x

SO... I waited for mommy, changed and go out...
But the first thing I thought when I step outta my house is that...
IT'S SO FREAKING COLD!
Oh my god, it's raining everywhere here in woodlands... ):
And I was only wearing clothes that cannot produce enough HEAT for my body...
So.. yeah. I was a kitty-popsicle at that time when I got out.
Can't stop shivering.
...Made me wished that I had whore something warmer. )x
Well... Made it to cwp with mommy, took the mrt and go to katib.. whatever it is, I don't remember letters of the name. -,-
Went to sensong ( this too ) buy groceries...
Saw one funny thing inside :D
The pig hearts were put in the pigs stomach's place.
Then, the pigs stomach were put in the pig heart's place. xD
Oh well, that's what the name says there anyways...
Saw all the live seafood there... I pity them. Sooner or later they are gonna be eaten. o,o
After then stay there near the coffeshop, mommy talk with ppl there...
Talked something gibberish to me, I ate there and wait until like,
8.30pm then, someone came out with the things we need. ==
It's so damn cold by then, my toes were like ice cubes. ):

Went back home soon and here I am now..
Altho I already ate my dinner before this. (:
...gosh, today I wrote so much ._.
Anywho, still want 4 baby hamsters?

Labels: I'm freezing.

[ I'm tired. Dammit. ]

Someone please force me sleeping pills.
Please.
I need my sleep...
But I can't sleep.
So, I changed my almost entire blogskin. ):
*sigh*
...Yesterday slept in the afternoon so now I can't sleep.
And now what? It's already 6.27am.
Daddy already left for work.
I wonder if Mommy comes out now..
Will she scold me? o,o
I hate being scolded by her, makes me feel very tiny. ):

Hrm, at least now I have the new games in my psp now...
2 new games.
The Godfather and Class of Heroes...
Yesterday play half way through the 2nd game no battery. ):
So I just hafta go and fall asleep.
Great, just great kitty.
Reach'ed home around 12.07am yesterday.
...Still not sleepy. ):
But I do want to go to my room now.
I'm seriously got this bad feeling that Mommy might just come out of her room any minute now..
o,o
Eek, better be carefull... But I also still wanna read that online fiction. ):

...Now I notice, the sun's gonna come out.
The sky is already turning into a brighter but still dark blue.
...I'm so dead.
I still haven't finished my homework yet, too.
Well, only 2 of it was finished.
For chinese, no way I'm gonna do that. (:
Even if it means detention.
Frick it! Whoohoo.
...I need to feed my online fishies, too.
...I wanna watch Transformers 2.
...I want a Soundwave or Sunstreaker/Sideswipe action figure. ):
...I wanna eat bean sprouts. :D
...I'll be in my bed room now.
....
...
..
.

[ Erm... ]

I didn't know what to write...
D:

But, at least now I'm writing something, right?
Suddenly feel like posting. (:
About the Sentosa...
I didn't go there in the end.
Stupid red days ):
I didn't even go for swimming because of it!
Damn, I wanna go swim~~
Oh, erm... I think I'm gonna make some video series from BannedStory (:
-LoveLink- , that's the title..
But I don't think I'm gonna actaully touching anything from BannedStory nor Movie Makers anytime soon....I feel too lazy to do so.
One more thing...
My hamster gave birth. Again.
6 babies, die 2... I saw one being eaten today ._.''
Scary, and it's not the mother eating, too. It's one of the other baby eating it.
Ew? D:
Anywho, who wants a hamster now?
..Shall post photo if anybody wants. I need help with this. ):
Why they go and do it again!!
Jeez.
Don't they know the owner is not too happy about them breeding?

P.S. Anyone want a HAMSTERRR !! I need adoptersss D: 4 new baby hamsterss (:

[ Oh Shoot!! ]

Ohman, I should've have put that ear phones in too!
Now I can't play hearing music... T-T
Sigh, I didn't remember anything about my ear phones until just now...
Now how will I be able to hear music without disturbing my sis?
...And did i tell you how hard it is to type the buttons in this laptop? -,-
I kept typing the wrong buttons and sometimes, they don't appear...
Sigh... Somehow, I missed my home already...
But, at least there is places I can go with sis now.
She'll bring me out (:
Today went to Century Cinema watched Monsters V.s Aliens..
Man! It's so funny! :D
Espcially Bob... He was actually a tomato.
Oh my kami, a TOMATOOO
He turn into a goo once the tomato he was, injected with some formula... xD
That's a wierd way to accidentally create a Monster...
Susan's bit sad. She turned into a Monster accidentally too.
Haha, the rest you find out... :D
It's great, go watch it. Supposed to watch UP, but haven't show yet.
After that went to Subway eat,
Sis supposed to give me drink barley but it turns out it was plain water instead. D:
I dislike plain water! >(
Hm. Soon went to UrbanWrite in Tampines 1.
It's nice. :D I wanted to buy a empty book for Kai Xan...
But in the end, I didn't.
Haha... Later went home... After visiting Festival Mall in Hou Gang...
Wooo, I remembered something...
There's a shop. Altough it looked normal and kida small from the outside...
When you go inside, it's so big! D:
It shocked me. ):
I thought that it's only a normal clothes shop.
You should check out there, if you can (:
Haha... now I should go and sleep... I'm so tired.
Wee, bye!

[ Yay! Holidays at my sis house! ]
I've decided that I need a title fr each of my post.. :)
Kay, now I've done that I am going to tell you about my day today!
First off, now I'm also using one of my sis's laptops... :D
She have three.
..I have none. ): Except that I have a computer at home... Oh! That doesn't count!
Now watching PinkPanter... :) It's funny.
But it's been a long time since I've watch any Pink Panter related stuff..
OK, onwards!
Today, started off with mommy calling me to get up...
Almost late for my tutorial today. :O
Glad that I only have to go to this tutorial once!
Haha... Kai Xan still need to go to school... xD
After that, prepare for staying at my sis for 7/8 days..
When her fatehr came to pick us up... ( she came to my house )
Well, I rode the car... and wait for sometime till he reached sis's house.
Oh! Note to self, watch TF;A at 11am this staturday... :)
Recently I got stuck to Transformers, again!!!
Twice already! oh my Kami...
Too bad that the TF;A series ended. But, at least I can watch it once more (:
Brought my camera along just in case I feel that I want to take a picture of where I've gone to...
Oh, I'm most probably going to Tampanies 1 trm.
Going to this shop called 'UrbanWrite'.
Yes! I can finally go there and buy what ever stationary and stuff I need there!
So Happy... *tears of joy
Haha.. I've wrote enough, soon i'll have to bath!
Kay, see ya trm... If I am NOT lazy enough! :D
Buh~byeee


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( ; w ; ) <---- so happy it cried. :'D

Well...
This is good.
I haven't update this for days...
Which is good I guess.. But..
I feel weird..
Especially my mother,
I feel like I'm acting more and more disrespecting of her..
I don't know where it begin it feel like this...
Wait.. Is my period coming? Again??
Jeez.. I hate it when it turns out like this..
Makes everything sour and hard to move on...
Especially that time where I got my results for my chinese...
I didn't feel anything. When I got back my results, I didn't feel anything.
Even when my results were near the 1 digits of my marks, I didn't feel anything...
...
Did I became numb again..? Oh no...
Shit. I should have known...
All this 'pressure' from what I was thinking is catching up again.
But, when I went home...
When I told this to my mother... She's crtitizing me.
She know that my chinese was always not this good...
But she critize me anyway.. I didn't feel anything.
Until when she told me it was laughable.
That was when I started to feel that enormous dull heavy pain upon my heart..
I fought the need to cry infront of my mother.
I won't lose anymore of my face now.
So I tired mt best... Barely.
When she finished... I when to get undress and bath..
I cried in the bathroom. It was horrible.
How could she did this to me..?
Is this what she tought about 'encouragement'...?
Negative 'encouragement'...?
Negatives don't really motivates me, mother.
It just makes me feel worthless and pain.
I want to respect and understand that part mother...
But I also want to just say out my toughts and just talk back at you.
I couldn't do it... You're my mother..
Nevertheless, after that scene in the bathroom, I returned to my room for comfort..
I wrote inside my book. Like what my BFF4E says...
It's my Little Home.
While I wrote... I tried not to cried like this time.
It was difficult.. I don't want mother to barge into my room now and ask me stupid questions...
I.. feel... insecured. I don't feel like talking this to my mother now..
Especially now it's about her.
...
I think that's the time I slowly unconciously... start.. to didrespect her bit by bit...
...no.
I won't let this happen. I am her daughter. I must respect her at least...
But she's making it so hard..
I guess one of the difficulties is her scarcasm and her temper..
Good thing I'm not actually like her...
I'll keep my mouth shut. No matter what...
All I just want to say is that... I love you mother, and I didn't mean it.

Woo! Finally holidays... :D
Long time no see blog,
I haven't touch the computer since just a few days ago..
I've missed you! D:
Oh well, now I can play maplestory and stuff...
The best!! :DD
Trm, I need to go to school because of the chinese tutorial...
Starting at 10.30am.. Hn.
Only for trm... Won't kill me! :D
After that I will be able to start packing and go to jiejie's house to stay there for 7/8 days!
Yay~~
She'll bring me to the sentosa... Ooo, reminf myself to bring my camera along, too.
Eeee so excited.. Can't wait for that day to come!
She'll also bring me somewhere else... Which I don't know where.
Haha... My jiejie and me don't actually meet alot..
But she loves me just like we stick together alot... (:
Bless me I have such a good ( but bit too optimistic ) sister (:
Haha... Mommy say that she's too 'strong' or 'hard' something...
My korkor is the opposite... Mommy say that he's too soft for his own good...
xD
What about me then? She'll probably say that I'm neither...
Oh well. Gotta do something else...
Won't waste too much time for my blog now!
ByE~