First things first, this blog is no longer private, hurrayyyyyy! :D
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Man, these days...
It's so tiring...
I always slept at midnight or 1 plus but woke up at around 4 or later.
It's really distressing...
Well, can't help it la.
Must control it somehow before school starts,
Or it'll become very horrible.
xD

Like... Sleeping in class and missing out those lessons.
Hahas...
But.. I won't mind sleeping in Chinese class. :P
Lately, I wondered is it because now I slept so so late or that I just played too much computer...
I had those really really wierd dreams coming back to me.
It's been sometime since I had one of those dreams,
Where I remember clearly what I had done in those dreams..
It's like so real...
That's what makes them wierd. For me.
And creepy... Sometimes.
It's like, the person in the dream looks like me, but..
The actions done by 'me' in the dream,
Isn't like me at all.
Creepy right??? o_o

Then, first time since a while now,
The first dream I had is that I'm trapped in a room or something..
I'm trying to get out... I think.
Then I woke up.
....
Actually, I don't think I done much in that dream...
Just walking around the... the... bloody hell room without doors and window.
If it was really me, I would have a real mental breakdown,
Cos what?
Cos I'm afraid of being left alone.
Especially that the room have no door!!
How the hell I can get in the first place??? o___o

Next... Well, it's kinda blurry.
And a long dream.
I remembered that at first I was in a cool mrt or something..
Not like singapore's just alot alot of different..
Future maybe?
Oh well.
Then, I have a feeling that I was watching somebody which I can't quite remember his face...
And then the next thing... well..
It's hard to explain.
Make things shorter,
In the dream, I suspected that guy is infected with, um...
''alien worms that eat your body from inside and grow in numbers inside the body before coming out of the body by eating through your skin.''
Damn creepy!
And in the dream, I'm the only one who knew and.. well.
I think I told others, but they won't believe me so I spy them...? nah.
I was actually running away from it...
But I think he also suspect that I KNEW, so he followed me.
( Pshh, I forgot to add ''mind-controlling'' )
And well..
Next thing I knew I was in some large playgound with a tower,
Trying to get down and away from that place with a millitary guy training us how to cope with this course...
Wait a sec!
Maybe this is inference from the time I was in camp! Isn't it??????
...omg.
Soon, I was woken up by my mummy and never ever knew the ending of that dream.
...It's creepy! I don't ever wanna know the ending...
But surprisingly, yesterday night...
I dreamt of nothing.
Totally pitch black.
....
Well... time to end this post.
Super Long by now. xD
Hahas..
Buh-Bye!
And don't let the creepy crawlies get cha! :D
( I would totally laugh / cry for you. Depending on the person. xD )

Labels: seriously creepy D:, tired

OK, first time I wanna say is that...
I'm gonna dedicate this post to you.
If, that is, you ever seen this post.
I have never met someone like you before.
No one is as girly and yet bad-mouthed as yours. ( I meant that as a compliment. ^^'' )
xD

Haha... Another is that I have never seen anybody who loves the subject LOVE so much,
And it kinda makes me feel more of a boy, too. ^^
Anyways, I just wanna tell ya that...

THANKS!!
For everything and forever. (:
You are a very best friend of mine.
And a even better sister of mine, too.
No one in the past ever treated like this to me before.
And it had felt special.
To be able to experience your pain and happiness, too.
We're not even real sisters.
But I bet not alot of sisters are as close to us. (:

I just hope that, you...
Will be able to meet the one of your life,
And still be happy all the time.
Um, sorry if I had sound corny or something. xD
I'm bad at this kind of stuff...
Not use to it,
Anyways..

I'll regret if I ever lose you.
And I hope we'll never be apart. (:
( This sounds like a lover's post leh! )
LOL. Oops. Sorry. ^^

I hope that one day when we grow up we would still be B.F.F.F-Es (:
I hope...
And I hope that your family problems will go away soon,
And that you will have a bright future with a happy family of your own.
I just felt I own you too much, really.
And sometimes, when I felt really emotionally...
Usually you will be there for me. (:
But that's good enough for me, eh.

Can't help but feel lonely la, sometimes...
Just breaks my heart.
Knowing that people still can't understand me quite well yet.
But, your the best. (:
You're everything I can imagine a girl could be!
( Except the family part, but it makes ya kinda mature...? )
Just brush off that potty mouth of yours abit and maybe you could be a really good girl.
Um, and what else?
.........................................

Don't worry about me much! (:
I'll be ok. I think.
Wish you a happily ever after.
Seriously. ^^

Labels: bestie, gratitude

Hello ppls!
Recently got sucked into facebook and never wanted to get out. xD
Hahas, especially Happy Aquarium!
Those fishies may seem ordinary to some ppl,
But they are so cute!
Even more, there are cute squiddies and handsome sea turtles for you to adopt!
Lol!

Now the Happy Aquarium allow us to earn Pearls by lvling up...
That's so cool!
At least now I can hope to buy a pink turtle...
Addicted to FaceBook la.
Hahas..
Now then I update my blog le,
Really kinda growing lazy again to blog my blog.
At least now I'm updating!

2 or 3 days ago, Eyna went back to her auntie's.
No longer staying at my house anymore.
Kinda miss her.... xD
But when it comes to bedtime,
She's MORE like a vampire than me.
Cannot totally sleep le!
When I slept, she's still there,
Totally cool, playing gameboy version of Sims 2 Pet like there's nothing else to do.
One funny thing is that, she like me..
In the process of doing a quest,
Can't find the damn postman. xD
LOL.

So, now she's back to her auntie...
I have the comp, all to myself!
Yes! :D

HaHa! lols..
And I finally downloaded the live messanger...
Hmm... What else?
Oh Yesh, I got 12 ppl playing Happy Aquarium now!
Yay!
Can have the black volcanic gravel now....
:D

Hahas, oh yeah,
About the cookies,
I'll bake them when it's near x-mas, yeah.
xD
*Ditches post, bye!*

( now then notices that usually my posts are like so random. xD )

Labels: facebook, rubbish

Bwahahahas! xD
Don't know anything funny but still laughing all the way. xD
Anyways, today one funny thing happened, I guess.
If that's even funny at all. Really!
My mummy thought it's funny. xD
Today, after going for the bridging course for sec 3 next year's social studies.
( The course is totally meaningless! D: Shouldn't have gone for it. )
I need to buy new medicine cos the last packet of medicine is finished by yours truly.
Sooooooooo...
Down I go to vista point and into medipoint clinic.
But as soon as I found out the medicine costs $17...
Well. It sucked, cos I only brought $15 with me. D:
Ugh! I need to go back up to my home and get that extra $2.. -,-''
Geez, and I thought it worth only $14.
What kind of medicine anyways.

So now, I'm at home, updating my blog and well,
My bestest buddie is sitting next tha-me.
Watching with those beady black eyes of hers.
Of course, with her 'handicap' red glasses. :D
Bwahahaha!
Well, she gave me all those words/sentences/blah! Rubbish.
:D
That's my bestie! xD
Too bad it's night-time now, nothing much we can do.
Later disturb the other neighbours xD
Late at night... hmmmm.
So now what?
Tootsie! xD
GUESS WHUU?
Anyways, my Eyna is soo gonna talk to him again.
Let's hope it works.
The relationship.
:/

Well, one thing, my bestie is gonna stay at my home for a few days.
( but I hope for a LONG time. )
She's a homeless little gurl! D:
( Little Tootsie-lover. >D )

*sigh*
I guess like camp?
( Eyna: Yeah, just like camp. *chuckles* )
TEE HEE.



Okies, I'm done updating and wha-laaa, TO:
YOUTUBE >w<

Labels: bestie, doktorrr

Howdy guyz! :D
Having a good time?
I certainly hope so!
Cos I'm not! :/

Recently I'm been through some of the most painful times of my life.
Oh well, let's not talk about that.
Let's talk about the last-last past few days! (:
Very boring, some what but satisfying...
I got to go to camp, ok...
Despite the fact I cried during day 1 while on camp,
The second day was great! :D
I get to get wet and dirty.
And even hearing the fact where the water came from,
Didn't dampen my mood even one bit!
...
At least the water's cool. :D
Haha!
Milo Pond was cool.
.........
Cool indeed. xD
Oh wells, one sad thing is that it keeps raining...
Kinda makes me sleepy...
I doze off during the time soon after we reach the rock wall.
I didn't want to climb, so I'm glad that it rained. xD
Hmm, the time we had to sleep on the wooden structure was a pain though.
Oh well!
This is camp afterall!
Okies, even when it was time to go home was bad.
It rained!
I hate it when it rains on me. :/

Then...
Soon it was time for me to see doc for my injection...
Got to Orchard and into Paragon.
When we want to find the cancer centre we can't find the lift for it...
It's on... 17th floor . o_o
Then only one lift goes there is near the metro mall.
Geez, we spent about 30 minutes trying to find the damn lift. D:
What a waste of time!
Finally, when we got there...
Took my last shot for this year and off I go,
To my first cousin's little' brother's wife's house watching mummy baby-talking with baby.
*sighs*
Mothers.

Oh well. Nothing more to say except today is the wedding day for my other cousin. xD
So many people marry these days and the goverment still want more babies...
:/

Byebye and so loooooonnnngg. (:
Have the nice day, un.

Labels: doktorrr, tired