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signing off peepolls, 4 realz~

Labels: AHHHHH why so kaiiwaii and and, I need to paste it since I found it while on computer...

Hi guys! It's been a while since I last typed an update eh?!
Any ways, this time I'm typing using the literal keyboard of my computer!
And seeing an actual screen to look up to when I'm trying to make sure I got the words right :P
Eheheh

Blogger has really changed! Even the little rectangle box that you type in to post is now in the middle top of the screen instead of being at the left bottom corner of the screen...
Which is it! Before the whole site reform...
I think.
I didn't actually come by here for quite some time after all!
(:

OKIE I JUST SAW SOMETHING NEW AND AWESOME But yeah not talking about it.
Gotten distracted by some video whilst typing for update ahahaha
Okie.

I'll just continue what I'm about to type any way.
Gotten in to the virtual villagers game again!
I really like them.
They're just like an ant farm, but a whole lot more interesting to see them developed and long lasting.
Don't have the pc version of it any more though. Buh.
Speaking about fun things..

Mummy finally know who's that mystery Chicky dude that I've been chatting with..
And well, he wanted a stroll and I was actually keen enough to actually want to take a walk and talk!
Asked mum about it and she got real skeptical!
Ahahahah welp that's mum for you.
Either way, things got a little dragged and I did took a walk along the way to get newspapers for mum...
Didn't actually get any but eh.
It's already late so it's only natural that they don't have it any more.
Played around the play ground area of SWINGS
ALMOST fell!
Only because somebody is pushing me from behind against my will!
But eh, did a wacky pose to not fall and stuck onto the chains!! xD
Serious. Wacky.
My legs were up in the skies, thank goodness I don't even wear skirts for sleepwear.
--I don't even wear casually but yeah--
He caught me from behind but only because he IS there!
If he didn't I think I would already have a fall on my the back of my head and THEN,
The swing itself would hit me either way.
Or him.
I would wished it hit him if he had let me fall.
AHAHAH KIDDING
Wouldn't wished it on anybody! welpmaybesomeoneIhate
8D

Totally fun and safe! Yup!

Went back up soon after that since I had to be at home by 11pm ehehe.
...

Oh!
I will hereby announce that I saw a rainbow on yesterday morning!
I guess it's a lucky thing that I actually thought; "oh man I wanna stay in a little longerrrr.." on my bed at that time..
Long enough to actually see the sunrise and the rainbow???
:D
I love rainbows, without a doubt.
Afterall! I've already decided that If I ever have a pesterchum handle, it'll just be chromaticallyBuoyant
As you can see if you actually paid attention to what I wrote??? it's what I signed off my posts!
I guess it suits me in a way!
Chromatically = bright/color spectrum
Buoyant = float/cheery/bubbly(?)

Any way, I actually spent some time thinking about so yeah.
cB.
Hmm. I hope nobody mocks me about it....

Had a wonderful day today! It's not as hot and sunny as the past two days and that's great!
I've not been sweating bullets but eh,
Could be just Lady Red packing up and leaving for her work/vacation/whatever until next time............
And I hope she stays on time as well. Meh.
She always give mixed calls as to when she's coming and when SHE'S not COMING.
Jegus.
Give me a freaking break I'm already feeling overwhelmed by my morbid and merciless sub-conscious.

On to a more happier subject,
Issa and her reformed Zombie-apocalypse universe of us trying to survive in our natural habitat is up and coming next!
Read a short prologue and I'm already waning more of that juicy story......
And that made me think of chicken yup, mum's cookinggggg
Okie, distracted by thoughts of food!
Hm..
That just jumps me to another bubble of thought that we all talked about during recess today.

That saying I'm a genuine Klutz.

HAHAHAHAHAA okie guys, seriously.
I admit that I'm hundred percento whopping and kicking Klutz, but be assured,
THIS IS NOT CONTAGIOUSSSSS
Welp.
Even if you guys want my klutziness you gotta be like meeeeeee
Which then makes me less eccentric so SHOO!
I want my eccentricnessss yessssss
moooooooooooooooooo/coughcough

Yes, I do that most of the time in my normal day-to-day speech patterns if you happen to be my sisters from another mother but I digress,
I guess what they were actually talking about in the first place is another student and his attention-seeking ways.
I didn't even really notice that he's doing that,
Not to mention I didn't even notice him at all in school until this year...?
I guess he's actually quite bad in getting attention then.
Uh.
That or that I'm just really that... hurm.
Nothing came up, so I'll just leave it blank then.
My friends probably can come up with much more accurate adjectives any way.

I don't really mind or care that there are attention-seekers in school, or anywhere particularly.
They usually have a deeper reasoning as to why they are doing it in the first place.
I just hope they get what they want in the end. :|
Um.. not to sound pretentious or 'holier than thou' in any degree, I'm sorry guys but just wanting to make a point.
Besides, I suck at arguing about these sensitive things about other people unless it's within my close circle of people I care for..
But when the time comes, I do it for the people I want to speak up for, alright.
There's just too much feelings involved when arguing about such sensitive topics.
Hurm.

I just that mentality just makes me a natural peacemaker and neutral ground for most topics when it comes to talking about some topics in-between my two good sisters. Ehehehe.

Okie, I will want to do something else after this soo..
I'm just ending here then!
Good night guys!
Stay safe.

Labels: actual blogger website is more weirder, also feferi roleplayah W)(-E-E--E--E----E, Examinations booo, holy mackeral I actually matched up a tag, HOMESTUCK UPDATE, Huss shown both betaderse kids already

Before I go to sleep or read manga whatever I'm going to do next after posting this entry..

Just want to write down some stuff that I usually don't write down.

For starters, mid year written examinations are coming soon..
Just right after this week or another I think.
It's that fast eh.
I just wished I had more time.
Meh.
I really wanted to get into the course that I really want but..
Nothing is going to change if I don't put in effort, no?
Geez I'm stressing out myself by just saying that here!

There's going to be an English essay test tomorrow, that I'll be fine for.
I just wish I get more marks than Issa will this time!!!
I always just get a mark lower or something it's just so unfair!!
Bluuuuuuuhhh

English is what we are good at yeah yeeeaahhh
Competitive rivalry is awesome.
BLUH

Don't know if Missus Koh is going to pick me out for not doing summary tomorrow morning.. Oopsies.
But I'm hoping that the test preparation will throw her off to focus more on that instead, tomorrow morning.
Eheheh.

Other than that.. There's not much school stuff that I really want to mention right now.
What I really want to write down is how I felt now.
I felt.. Kinda uneasy I guess.
I'm okie and all, health is good so is life...
Dad is more willing to let Mum have the money even while I'm not around at home or even be there when negotiations go around,
Mum seems to be much happier now...
She's happy with her job and well, daily ongoings..
Less temper throwing and more relaxing around, too.
I'm glad that they are getting better together, not fighting or Dad actually glaring openly or being stiff around her anymore.... Much.

If they are going to separate..
Well, I'll just be with Dad..
I'll miss Mum loads, but this is what she had said to me as well.
Um.
She implies what I don't want to hear but I accepted it long time ago but when she first got sick.. Still.
It didn't made her less of the great Mum that has taken cared of me years thereafter our maid left our family.
I just wondered why she had gotten this disease suddenly..
Or well, as suddenly as discovering she had internal bleeding at that point of time.
More aside, I just thought why she had managed to hold on to her life at that point of time..
Mum had suffered a lot.
And with mild depression, which is getting better now thank goodness I didn't think she would still be alive until now.

And for that I am really, really glad...
In a way, I feel bad about feeling like this but..
Without her at that point of time, I think I would have changed... Somewhat.
Thinking about it, I think I would have turned more depressed or blank as well..
Um...
That feeling of loneliness, especially when coming back to a house where Mum should be at home at that hour.
It doesn't matter that Mum was gone for the first years of my life,
I was lonely yes, but I had the maid I guess..
And Dad.
I had Dad with me.

I guess.. It was also why Mum felt she was the closest to me.
Not just the fact I live with her, but that she actually took the time to take care of me herself after the maid left.
Quit job and everything.
Hm..

Well. There's a lot to this history about Dad, me and Mum but...
I feel what is most important is that they love me still.
...
Some don't even have that privilege.


Okie, enough of that depressing crap!
I'll talk about something happier! (:

Now, I'm trying to learn how to talk like Nepeta! Since well...
Feferi's is a little, honestly, hard to type in time. Eheheh.

Don't believe me? See how difficult it is when I try it, for the next paragraphs of words!

Alrighty, )(ere goes nothing!
And )(ere it this. F-EF-EFRI'S QUIRK!
W)(OOOOOOOOOO glub.

Uh, don't know what else to type but that but yeah.
Both Nepeta and Feferi are my favorite trolls as well!
Nepeta as my color and personality troll in comparison, and Feferi is my patron troll of the Pisces sign.
Also, they both get excitable easily!
Like me I suppose! :D

Felt like cosplaying Nepeta... Hmmmm
I'll need to get the needed clothing then.
Especially that green long coat that Nepeta has,
As well as the blue cat-hat and tail...

Moving on..
In regard of the newest Homestuck update,
I had a theory...
That uu and UU, are actually the same person.
They're just two personalities stuck in one body!
That would fit the sign's information of it switching from a male to a female and reverse at times..
And that it's just nice, to be the only '13th' troll.
I, too saw another fan made that speculation so I'm glad that there are others that have thought of it like that. :D

Don't know what is going to happen next but.. Like what I had tweeted, I'm just hoping there won't be another catastrophe about Jake.
Lord English..
/shiver

It's really... Horrifying.
Just thinking about me makes me tear up a little.
I really like Jake!
Not to mention Jade..
These two are my top two favorites, besides John.
aaaaahhhpreciousbbys
But if Hussie had to go on and make it as what we had speculated..
I'm fine with it I guess.
It is, after all, Homestuck.
It wouldn't just be the same if there wasn't enough angst to go around it.
Hmm-hm.
...
...It's just that I would be shedding tears of pure depression and pity and horribleness of what I would feeling when it happens.
Adding to the speculation that the 'creator' would be Dirk and...
Uugghhh
I have all the feelings and NOBODY OUTSIDE OF HOMESTUCK WOULD UNDERSTAND.
Buh.
So. Gonna. Be. Cryyyyying when that moment comes.


Uhhmmmm...
In the end, it's actually quite a long update. 0~0
...
Oh yes.
Chicky.
No idea what I am going to do with him I suppose..
I'm hoping that we can 'try out' as they term it.. I think.
But, no promises.
I just.. UGH.
This is so frustratingly complicating and sticky and it hurts either party when it gets out of control!
For now, I do like Chicky and the potential is there but..
As I had felt, I'm.. Not ready yet..
Umm.
I just wished Chicky can be more of himself, just like before.
They always change...


:/


can't I just stay single??

Labels: auugh just all of them really, depressing crap out of my way, DIRK..., Examinations booo, JAKE..., mum and dad..., training to be Nepeta orz, why can't I have simple love life when I'm actually ready

Spent the whole night with my close friends, Eyna & Issa yesterday!
Doing something silly like talking together and >laughing and stuff..
Mostly we're spending the time to watch Angel Beats though!
That anime's not really my type but.. It's real good!
The quality and the content of it is seriously much better told then other typical romance anime..
Regardless, it does have sad parts and comedy parts!
If you want to watch anime, why not start with Angel Beats first?
It's short episode number and the sweet story of one man meeting all those people together and finding out what's his lost memory and all..
Yeah.

Gog, I sound like some advertiser... orz

Anyways!! Moving on, there's actually not much else happened..
There's school in the morning, as usual..
Oh yes, Ivan the Chicky walked to school with me yesterday..
Can't say I'm really use to it but yeah.
Need to.. I don't know.
I need to learn more about this I guess.
Being an adult is this awkward sometimes I feel..
Anything about the heart and whatnot is awkward when I don't feel really comfortable about it!!
Buhhhhhh
...
At least I'm willing to try I guess?
Not now though.. Hmmm
There's school and whatnots
Mum's gonna be either teasing me or be more strict about this stuff once or she knows that I had one!
So, yeah.

Not right now..
Hmm

Other than that..
Oh yeah!! Uhh..
I missed that mother tongue tutorial on Friday afternoon..
Oopsies. 8D

Either way, Issa didn't managed to do her coursework at ALL.
Once Eyna told us that she is coming..
Heheh. Gonna make use of the time Eyna gives with us to the fullest so...
Issa just wanted us to watch Angel Beats together!

Ended up, she came at late 6-7 pm and we were waiting for her to come..

Besides that happening, we all sat and ate mum's delicious spicy chicken thighs though!
Mum kept worrying that the spiciness and the saltiness of it..
The spiciness is actually quite okie!
It's not as spicy as I thought it would be the way mum is so worried about it...
Mum, you don't need to add any more salt please.
Well. At least my friends agreed with me.
EYNA, NO 8|
...in the end.

Moving on, they got a free dinner-which I don't mind by the way! (:
Roti pratas were tortured with hot metal pans and they were eaten heartily with that spicy gravy of the chicken..
Along with some steamed rice heheh.

Issa and I managed to bought some new things for our phones as well!
I got this spunky yellow Tsuna in this flaming bad-ass self on the back cover..
As well as a phone screen wiping square button of something velvety..
It's Nyanko-Sensei! :33
Issa got the ice blue Natsu with Mio square!
While Eyna gets the Hibari square!
Hmm.
If her phone is an iPhone, I would have gotten her that pink Shugo Chara iPhone cover as well..
Too bad then! :6

Managed to watch anime until 11 plus..
Until Enya yawned and yawned..
She seems to be getting more and more sleepier with how we were watching...
All three on my bed.
Issa against the wall, me on my stomach, and Eyna lying on Yellow Thing.. We're all facing that iPad watching said anime.
With air-con on.

So, um..
It's not too surprising I guess, when Eyna get more and more sleepier as time passes.
So I promptly suggested that they should go home to rest then!
Watch the anime some other time. (:
We stopped after episode 5, me thinks.

Eyna was to be picked up by her friend, so she went to vista point..
Oh man.
Ohhhhh man, you wouldn't believe how LONG we have to wait for her to get ready.
She had to touch up on her make up and stuff..
Me and Issa just stuck waiting again, and we made some funny noises like 'eeeeiiiiiieeeeee' and 'jiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeiii'..
Holding on to a sound and stretch it for as long as possible.
Issa did that first and I giggled.
I couldn't help it!!
The sound.. Thing.. Made me feel ticklish.
Some sounds can make me feel ticklish, okie!! I can't help it!
And of course, when I giggled, she laughed.
And this goes on and on until Eyna's ready..

By that time it's close to 12:30 am..
Ouh.

Issa took a taxi then.. Hmm.
We all managed to do our simple yet fancy-feeling of a friendship handshake.
So.. 'oomph'-like.
Anyways, if you don't understand, just try imagine those hulking men doing a gentlemanly handshake.
It's close to that feeling......... I feel.

ANYWAYS, Issa was suppose to get that nerf gun today but..
I think she's too tired to get it.
Besides that, maybe she's feeling a tad too lazy as well..
Oh well.

Me?
I had to finish at least half of my comparison later on..
COURSEWORK boohoohoohoo..
Perhaps, I can download that coloUrs and mayhem: Universe B album afterwards..
Oh gog, that Jake theme song..
Buuuuuhhh

I woke up at 1 pm plus today so.. Yeah.
Nothing else much to type so I'm just going to end here.
Hope that nothing too dramatic happen today!
Just wanted it to be my boring day as usual..

:6

Labels: and whut Eyna you laughed a lot, Boring, didn't manage to eat dessert yesterday guys, Eyna seriously you are so slow, nice things happened yesterday, really WANTED that alum nao, Verde needs stitching

That was weird.
Since when I had started an entry like that..?
Not the state of tone of that previous entry, but the CONTENT.
That's really weird...
Mainly because I don't have any memory about me starting an entry before..
I've thought that I've been clear of blogger until now...
I guess not.

Alright, moving on, it's going to be 13th April!! Yay!
You know what that means?!
It's going to be 3 years!
The 3rd anniversary of the creation of Homestuck, guys!
You can see, I'm quite obsessed about it.. I've made my blog's theme in their tribute anyway, if you still don't know or hasn't realize.
Come to think about it..
It seemed so fast. Like it has only been yesterday that I've discovered Homestuck..
When did I started reading it anyway?
Can't seem to remember.

Okie, if I did, I should really note it down somewhere in my blog entry in the future!
But I think I started reading and..
It stopped at the troll part.
I think.
It's rather large and long journey so I'll have to confirm it someday.
Gotta check my bookmarks ahahahahahawkwardlaugh

ANYWAYS, it's once again, awkward to type in my phone just to post an entry to a Internet blog..
Hmm..
It's nearly going 5 years for this blog account.
Sweet.
5 years of my life in bits and pieces.
If you can see the beginnings of this blog... You wouldn't believe how I typed it.
Even I found it immature and childish.
Gosh..
Why did I typed like that?!? /wailing
I'll have no idea what struck me to type in that way...
Well. Maybe a little but..
I COULDN'T BELIEVE I LISTENED TO THAT IDEA UGH
...
Welp. Can't really delete it.. Uh.
More like I don't feel like deleting it because it is part of my past.
Hmm..
I guess I'm glad I got rid of that typing quirk! Ehehe.

Soon, it'll be my bedtime and I really just want to impact my blog a little bit here so..
Maybe I'll type more again in this way tomorrow night. (:

Goodnight then!
To anybody who's seeing this blog/post... Uh.
Pleasedontstalkme

Labels: holy s*it 3rd anniversary, HOMESTUCK ME GUSTA, I don't feel as well.., I'm back again, Issa and Eyna's great, wtf Lady if you want to come JUST COME JEGUS, your journey to me is agonizingly exhausting